Diana

Chapter 6: Insecurities Comes Out

I am tired! So I walked straight off to my bedroom while thinking all about what happen, earlier. I felt that there's a liquid falling down on my cheeks, again.

When I enter to my room. Suddenly, my body fell down quickly with my comfy bed.

"What does he done with me? Yet I am the only one who always making efforts just to make him smile, just to make sure that he's okay?" I frantically asked myself.

"And why does that bitch ruined our eight years of friendship for? I treat her like a sister, a real sister!!" I burst into a loud cry.

I decided to take a bath immediately. About a minute, I stood infront of my bathroom mirror. The house was still quiet since all of my family was working.

I eyes my reflection in the mirror once I got out of the shower. My brown hair is wet, sticking onto my back. My eyes first fell on my face. I was quite pale, maybe because I hadn't been eaten my lunch and dinner. The area around of my nose and eyes was red from the crying about hours.

I felt my eyes getting wattery, again. As I touch my face and asking myself 'If I wasn't pretty enough to be loved by the persons that I love'.

I walked infront of the toiler and kneeled infront of the toilet. Balancing my hands on the edges of it. I took a deep breath, 'I can't do this', I thought to myself.

Then, I closed my eyes and pictured all the girls at my school, walking gracefully in the hallway, and then myself entering the building; alone, and suddenly, It's dark, and I couldn't see where I was walking.

Everyone I stepped, there were blood red letters, reading everything I was afraid that someone tells me.

ugly, smart-ass, teacher's pet, loser, weird, freak ..

I finally wide my eyes open. I wanted to scream and shout, but I swiftly put my hands up to cover my mouth and burst into cry, as I always done for this day.

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aw, i hate this part for Lana! :(

'Girls, stay strong!!!'

- Lannimar xx