Amelie Lester - Adopted by Phan PART TWO

Tour day 2

I woke up to being thrown onto the floor by a sudden move of the bus jolting to the side. I sat up and rubbed my head just as my parents walked into the corridor of the bunks. Phil looked down as he saw me on the floor. I stood up, with the help of Dan and Phil, and hugged them both before walking to the living room area. Today we were driving up to Ireland for the third show. (A/N I MISSED OUT LONDON IK STFU) We was about half way there with still another nine hours to go (A/N I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG IT TAKES STFU) and I already wanted to swan dive OUT of the window from boredom. 

"I WANT FOOD" I yell as I rolled backwards off the sofa and over to the cupboards. I pull out cereal and roll back to the sofa. Phil was getting ready for the day, Dan was watching me out of the corner of his eyes as I ate, almost, the whole box of cereal. He was laughing then looked back to his phone. 

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I was now ready for the day and we still had ages on the bus. Dan and Phil were hugging on the sofa as I was editing the final part of a melody that I had thought of and it sounded kind of good! I also have lyrics that I need to record in so I put my headphones on and start recording my voice.

(A/N I DON'T OWN THIS SONG!)

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Damn, who knew all the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here
Talking to you about another path I
Know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong and what's
Small turn to a friendship, a friendship
Turn into a bond and that bond will never
Be broken and the love will never get lost
And when brotherhood come first then the line
Will never be crossed established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn and that line is what
We reach so remember me when I'm gone

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way hold every memory
As you go and every road you take will always lead you home

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

I finished the vocals and felt my cheeks, which currently was wet due to the tears pouring down my face. My parents don't know that I write songs however I really wanted to show them this. I held my laptop and walked into the living room.

"Can you guys listen to this?" I asked shyly and I handed my laptop to the boys and pressed play. Throughout the song there smiles were huge till I got to the rapping. Dan's eyes went huge as my voice filled the room.

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"Jesus fucking Christ. That was you!" Dan said as I flopped between them. I nodded happily.

"You like it?" I ask nervously and they shake there head. My heart drops.

"WE LOVE IT" Phil belted and suddenly my smile is back on my face. I grin and take back the laptop so I could upload it. 

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The smiles still hasn't left my face as the likes and comments came rolling in. Loads of positives from fans and even some from our YouTuber friends but one caught my eye.

Doodleoddle: This is beautiful! Your voice is amazing! We need to collab sometime! Dm me when you are free from tour! xx

I screamed, loudly. I started jumping around the moving bus and into the living area, where my parents was now on YouNow. They look at me with a puzzling look. "DODIE DODIE EEEEKKK" I squealed as they still looked at me, confused as hell.

"DODIE COMMENTED ON MY VIDEO THAT SHE WANTS TO COLLAB. I LOVE HER SO MUCH OMG" I now had happy tears pouring down my face as I sat in-between my Dad's. Phil had his arms around my shoulders as I waved to the stream. Suddenly I saw a person that commented on the stream. Alex

LilAlex: Really I don't believe that you slut. I hate you and your voice. I'm glad I cheated on you with someone way better then you. hope you die. go cut your wrists again.

My face dropped at the comment so I stood up and walked to my bunk. I whimpered to myself but suddenly the thought came to me. I'm clearly hated. At least one or two cuts. DO IT. You are FAT. You are UGLY. You are USLESS. You are a WASTE OF SPACE. You are STUPID. My head screamed at me. I looked at my now healing wrist and punch the wall of the bus. I didn't want to cut. I don't want to cut. I DON'T WANT TO CUT!! I suddenly burst into tears and a loud sob.

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Dan POV

Amelie walked out of the living room and back into the bunks. Phil was happily talking to the viewers and I was reading the messages that were coming through till I heard a load sob. Amelie. I looked at Phil, who stopped his convocation and he nodded at me because I gave him a look. I walked to the bunks where I saw Amelie, sobbing her heart out. I climbed onto her bunk and closed the curtain. She sunk her head onto my sweatshirt as I wrap my arms around the crying girl.

"Amelie? What's wrong?" I whisper into her ear as her sobs quiet down.

"A-A-A-Alex. H-H-H-Head. C-C-Cutting. H-H-Help" She choked out. I thought that was Alex. He hurt her.

"Honey, please listen to me. Don't listen to what that dick says. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are stunning. You are funny. You are talented. You are quirky. You are adorable. You have a purpose in life. To make people happy. You mean the world to me and Dad and if anything ever happened to you, we would be broken. Please don't do anything you will regret. Please talk to me whenever you feel like this. Don't keep it to yourself" I said as I felt her head move up to look at me. 

"I love you Daddy" She whispers as the curtain opened, again, to reveal my husband. He clambered into, the now tight space and moved to Amelie's left side. 

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We had half an hour left and we were now under the covers in the living room, playing Mario kart and talking about random stuff. Amelie was on my lap and now was happy. I looked over at Phil and he is smiling. I love my happy phamily <3

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"We killed it!" Amelie cheered happily before landing face first onto the sofa. 

"We sure did!" Phil laughed as he grabbed hold of my hand and bringing it closer to him.

OKAY THIS IS SHIT I KNOW BUT LIKE I AM STRESSED