Mendacity || KTH

4.

Jimin, Jaeeun and I went back to the clinic,  I was silent the whole time looking at the ground with teary eye, my curiosity caused me this, and will cause Jaeeun problems too.

"What did I tell you ?", Jimin shouted at Jaeeun,"I think I was clear Jaeeun, but I don't think that you're capable of the trust , yo-"

"It's not her fault", I stopped him,"It's my fault, she wasn't letting me go there,she was doing her job and obeyed your instructions but I sneaked behind her back, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry", I was tearing,"If anyone should be punished it should be me", I bowed my head,"I'll be accepting any punishment you'll give me, I'll even do her punishment", I looked back at him.

Jimin sighed as Jae started crying, she was scared but I wasn't,  it was my fault, and I should bear the consequences of my fault.
"I'm sorry Taely ", he sighed, "but I think that you'll have to leave, it's out of my control",

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They gave me a chance tillthe next morning to leave,well at least I have enough time to think about where am I going.

I stood in the backyard, admiring the Senna at night, for the last time, I guess I had missed my lonely  chance. I blew it away before even realizing that I had owned it. And here I am, getting kicked out, to god knows where. The only thing I knew was that I wasn't going back to my Senna, that was for sure, cause if I'd get caught, I'll be in the death meter.

I felt lonely, there was no one I could tell how I felt back then, neither someone backing me up and helping me, I didn't even have a shoulder to cry on, I was by myself.

I sighed with a cracked breathe, the lump was refusing to leave me no matter how hard I tried to stop thinking about what was happening with me, but who am i kidding? It was the only thing I could worry about back then. My next step.

I turned my gaze to the sky admiring it for the last time,it really helped me get rid of 0.01% of my concerns.

But then I heard a noise, it was too subdued that I even doubted that I had heard anything, I thought that my mind was making things up,trying to scar my own self. But I wasn't imagining, I saw someone climbing down the wall, the one that separated the hepta from the outer Senna, the person was climbing down with average speed trying not to make any sound, cause whenever a low sound gets out of him he would freeze and check around.

I hid directly behind the bench inorder not to be caught, the light of the clinic was too faint,so I wasn't easily seen. He reached the ground and cleaned off the dust, and stood up, he was wearing a guard's costume, which took my mind to places, why would a gaurd climb the wall instead of using the gates like normal people. Maybe he was trying to get some free time out of the hepta, cause he wasn't allowed? Or mayb-

My thaughts were cut when my eyes caught him taking out his pocket knife, he made a cut in his pants on the knee,then made a small cut in his own knee. WHAT?

Then, he filled his hand with soil from the ground and started covering it around his ankle. I watched his whole act, why would a normal person hurt himself? Then get himself dirty? 

Suddenly I saw him coming towards the clinic, my heart started beating fast, what if he saw me down there? I didn't have much time to think , so all what was capable of was crawling. Yes my baby mode was on and I crawled like it was the last thing I could do.

I kept on crawling until my head met someone's legs,"What are you doing?", Jaeeun laughed at me, I felt embarrassed, and then stood up cleaning my hands by clapping them together.

"I found an ant", I smiled childishly,"but I think I've lost it",

She smiled looking at me with disbelief, "You're insane",

I smiled back, but my smile disappeared when I saw the same person, infront of us laming as he came towards us cracking small a smile when we saw him,"I'm sorry to be here this late ", he apologized bowing,"but I have hurt my knee", I remembered then his knee and looked at it, he was rubbing its side pretending that it was hurting him.

"Ohh, come in let me examine it", she led him to the room, and he passed by me not even looking at me, well that didn't piss me off,actually I was pissed off by the whole act. So he climbed the wall, made a cut in his own knee and then pretended that it was an accident? Well I'm definitely smelling a rat right now,  this man wasn't good news.

I followed them peeking from the crack of the door, he was wincing whenever she touched it. Is he kidding me right now? Wait is he in love with Jaeeun ? And he's just making this as an excuse to meet and speak to her? But his looks didn't show that, even though I wasnt cupid, but I wasn't that dumb not to notice whether he was in love with her or not.

It didn't take Jaeeun that long until she wrapped his knee with some band-aids and he was ready to go, I ran away and hid in the near room, so that I could watch him as he passes from the corridor.

He left the room thanking Jaeeun, she was at the door's frame, as she welcomed him, he continued to pretend on laming again, are you kidding me?

"What are you doing?", Jaeeun caught me in surprise after he was out of sight,

"What was wrong with him?", well I knew what was the REAL MATTER! But I wanted to know what lie did he come up with.

"He said that he fell on a sharp glass,thanks god it wasnt that bad",

"And you believed him?", I popped my wide eyes,

"What? Why wouldn't I?", she asked in confusion,"What's wrong Taely?",

I stared at the ground thinking about my choices,"I don't know", I started walking towards the door,

"Where are you going?Okay you're freaking me out", she asked as she followed me,

"I'm going to find out what's wrong", and with that I left the clinic,  even though I wasn't allowed to wander around the hepta, but I wanted to know what's the matter, even though it was non of my goddamn business, but it didn't feel right to stay not doing so.

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