Mendacity || KTH

49.

I opened the door hesitantly, anxiety rushing through my whole body, stining me at every pole. My hair I had on my hands were standing, with the poles shown enough to express my feelings. Even though the dress was long sleeved, yet I could feel the hair standing.

I didn't dare to peek cause I knew he will be expecting me, thus his gaze will be directly turned to the door when it opens, and that's what really happened.

My hands were shaking, as I closed the door, due to the instability, I felt my grip on the knob becoming weak,and I felt my nerves tickling, they always choose to tickle me whenever I'm nervous.

I turned around taking my hands together, not knowing what to do, should I step in closer, or just stay here, but I felt his gaze on me, I wanted to look at him, even though I wasn't doing anything the last month but observing his face and caressing his hair,yet when he's awake, everything now has another taste and feeling.

"Can you get closer?", he answered the question that I asked in my mind,his deep voice sent certain vibrations that was enough to hit me with goosebumps when it collides with my body.

I did as his request, but instead I only took three small steps, I was still not looking at him, I felt shame yet I was embarrassed with everything that happened, I couldn't look at him.

He sighed alittle,moving out of his sheet, I heard it and directly looked up to see him sitting on the bed trying to get up.

"What are you doing?", my eyes widened, is he out of his mind? He had to rest.

"Yes, I'm out of my mind cause I want desperately to talk to you", he placed his hands on the bed trying to push himself up, he groaned abit,

"Stop it ", I scolded walking towards him, sometimes, when I remember everything, I just laugh at my sudden change of mood, I really suffer from schizophrenia.I walked towards him,"I'm here, now lie back", I ordered him as I helped him to his previous position covering him again,

He smiled during the whole process,his eyes never leaving my face,"I missed you", he whispered, his face was near my ear, which pressed the goosebumps buttons again.

My face went red as I took a step back from the bed after finishing my mission, but he held my wrist pulling me closer,"sit down", he ordered me as he moved abit making a place for me to sit.

I didn't have a choice other than sitting cause he pulled me down and made me sit beside him,he finally let go off my wrist after positioning me I didn't look at him,but in the contrary, he never stopped looking at me,"Can you look at me?", he said after what seemed like ages, he held my chin to face him, his face was still pale,which made my eyes tear abit, now that I'm  looking straight at him, he seemed more haggard than minutes ago when I saw him.

"You got prettier", he commented,

"How do you feel?", I ignored his compliment, yet my red face decided to react to it,

"Much better after seeing you", he smiled weakly, my heart flickered at his weak voice trying to act tough,

"Does your leg still hurt?", I placed a hand on his leg that was shot,

"The pain vanished after your touch ",

I couldn't but smile at him,yet I still felt guilt,"Taehyung I'm so-",

"Don't be", he cut me,"I don't want to talk about it",

Tears formed in my eyes,"But I'm the reason behind your shot, and it was my fault that your senna was semi-damaged, and it was my fault tha-",

I was silent by his lips attacking mine, the feeling I've been craving for the last month, the feeling that I tried to have in my dreams when I pictured this ,he broke the kiss looking at me,"Thi was meant to happen sooner or later, and yet it was sooner, it wasn't your fault that all of this happened, actually the surplus favor  belongs to you for deciding to cut your limits and kill your own father, without you, god knows where we would be right now, he wanted the flame to ignite the fire, and he took the advantage of you being here Tini", he cupped my cheeks,"I'm sorry that you were the one to be killing him, it must be hard I know",

Tears started raining down my cheeks, I've never understood my emotions sometimes, but maybe cause his words made sense to me, especially that he wasn't angry at me, it was tears of joyce I guess.

He wipped off the tears with his thumbs,"It was my fault for not believing you from the beginning Tini, I'm sorry, and even though I was an asshole, you saved my life yet my Gretchia ",

"You're not, it was my fault that I lied from the beginning,  I wish non of this had happened, if I didn't come here from the start, non of this would have happened ",

"Then you wouldn't be with me right now", he exclaimed

"And you wouldn't be in pain right now", I rejoindered,

"And my Gretchia wouldn't be in peace right now", he silenced me,"plus, I'm not that sick, I'm still good at kissing right?", he wiggeled his eyebrows making me giggle,"see! I'm even still good at making you laugh at blush",

I laughed and he pulled me again for a kiss,and then pulled me to his chest and we completed talking the whole day.

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■Author's point of view■

"The end", she closed her diary bringing it to her chest,"now it's time to sleep",

"Noooooo granny", one of the kids whined,"another story!! Please",

"Yes grany! I won't sleep until you tell us another story ", the other protested ,

"Granny is tired", a voice of a young female came from the door,"she needs to rest as well",

"But-",

"No buts!", she cut her kid,"Or else, she wont tell you stories ever",

"Fine! But Granny! The next time we don't want a fiction, we want a real story", the girl flashed a smile for her granny as she planted a kiss on her cheek,

"Okay promise", the girl kissed her granny back,"now good night!",

"Good night Tini!", both of the kids said together waving for their grandma after she had kissed them both,

Their mother eyed them,"What did you just say?",

The Granny smiled, "It's fine, I like Tini more than granny", she smiled at her daughter in law,"Goodnight Mina",

"Goodnight Mom",

She went to her bedroom, expecting it to be vacant as usual,"You're here?", she smiled widely, "I thought you're still working",

"I finished early Tini, aren't you happy for that?", he smirked,"we could still have sometime alone", he said trapping her in his arms,

She laughed at him,"aren't we abit old for this Taehyung? We have grandchildren ",

"So?", he raised an eyebrow,"I can be old, but I'm still as hype as a 20 years old, and I can prove it", he held her hand kissing the diamond ring, the one that showed that she still belonged to him, yet he didn't accept for her to give it to Mina,she's still alive, and it will belong to her until she's dead,"I love you Tini",

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