shklance one-shot

not wining

Lances p.o.v
I was in the control room with my two boyfriends shiro and keith. Im happy with them i really am i just that it feels like every thought is a battle and every breath is a war and i dont think im winning anymore " Lance" shiro called out " huh" I say they look at me worried " you ok baby boy" Keith asked "I'm fine mullet" I said and focused a smile I know they didn't believe me but they thankfully let it go

                  -time skip-
We were having lunch and of course I was in my thoughts "Lance" my sister allura called out "yes allura" I say she looked at me then the rest if us "you never call me allura anyways you've been acting different we all decided it's time you tell us what's going on" allura says "I don't know what your talking about" I say I hear a gasp we turn to hunk " Lance.. " he said I flinch I know what's coming next "Lance how many pills do you have left" hunk asked "I ran out 4 months ago" I say "wait why do you need pills kitten" shiro asked I sighed "I have stage 9 depression I have severe anxiety and insomnia and I took pills for all three of these and all I ever thought was how happy and excited I was but know it's like my every thought is a battle and every breath is a war and i just don't think I'm winning anymore" I say. I look at them to see tears in all of there eyes Keith ran up and kissed me on the lips then shiro then we started a group hug " we love you Lance never forget that" allura said "I wont" I say " good" shiro and Keith say together

Ant till this day I never forgot

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