Kit: I hate to see him like this. He's broken, crying, and scared that his brother isn't gonna make it. It's like a knife that's shoved in my gut that keeps twisting in deeper. Two days passed, and then we finally got a call from the doctor. He informs us that yes, Mike made it. I said "you can lay off the booze now Tone." " Holy shit! He made it bitches!!!!" There were hugs and kisses flying and some bottles crashing too. I kissed Vic hard and he stood there shocked. " Can't handle that Victor?" I whispered. I suddenly realized this is kinda crazy. I met him only about a week ago, but it feels like.... forever. I watched as he chewed on his lip and thought that was the cutest thing ever. It kind of turned me on. He felt it and his eyes drew me in. I pinned him against the wall and he knew. It wouldn't stop. I lightly bit his bottom lip and his tongue slipped in my mouth. His hands are warm as they touch me. It's light at first, but then it gets serious and we're moaning, my hands are shaking a little as I slip my legs around his waist. He takes the hint and pins me against the wall. My fingers tangle in his hair and I pull a little. He falters then reaches for my shirt. He pulls it off, then I pull his off. I whisper mine in his ear and then he carries me to the bed. He straddles me, kissing my neck and leaving little love bites along the way. Suddenly I hear creaking and somebody's pulling Vic off of me. It's Mike.
"Mike!!!!!!!!!!" I kiss his cheek. Then I mentally scream at myself cuz Mike is dumbstruck and let's Vic go. " Your brother's home." I say sheepishly. He looks at me, the tiniest hint of hurt on his face. I cup his cheek and look him in the eyes. " I love you." But, for a split second, it feels like I'm saying it to the wrong guy. Man could his get any more fucked up? Yep, just did. Tony and Jaime are kissing.
Chapter 9;
Vic: "What the fuck is going on?!?!" Everybody looks at me like I'M the crazy one. Really. Could this get any more fucked up? Yep. Mike and Kit are kissing.
I screamed out of pure rage and punched Mike in the jaw. " You did not just fucking do this again!!! You are a fucking idiot." Then I stormed out and left Kit screaming my name into the night.
I found my handy blade and locked myself in. I told myself I was gonna do it. I was gonna kill myself. I cut open my old scars first, and they hurt like hell. It hurts so bad I tell myself this is the end. I make more cuts until my whole arm is bleeding. I continue this with the rest of my body, then I laid down. " Damn that would be some good lyrics." I thought. I hear knocking at the door but I ignore it and start singing the new lyrics at the top of my lungs. The person busts down the door as I feel myself slipping. It's over, I think but Kit, Mike, Jaime, Tony, etc. seem to think differently.
Chapter 10;
Kit: I see Vic lying in his own blood. Hear him singing. He finishes the song and I see the life drain out of his eyes. He looks so peaceful, so happy it's terrible. I watch him take his " last breath" and I think" It's over."
That's when I lose it.
I didn't notice the paramedics until they were taking Vic away. My Vic. I hate my life.
Update:
Don't hate me. it gets better. be prepared tho a sad part is coming. grab your tissues and popcorn for this one, ladies.
