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"Stop it Taeyeon", it made Sunny stand up from her chair ang hugged her so tight telling the soothing words that will make Taeyeon calm. "I know that this will be another obstacle you will encounter. But Taeyeon-nah, know that we will always be by your side. Your mom and dad."

Without even warning Taeyeon also hugged Sunny like she will never let her go and sobbed even more after hearing all those words.

"I know unnie," sniffed and rubbed her nose then cheeks to erase the leaking tears. "Im just glad that i still have you guys..maybe i missed mom and dad and no one to talk to right. What will they think of me now that their daughter is going to be a real son?trapped in this girl's body." Taeyeon made sure that Sunny get her point for saying it out loud.

It made Sunny smiled in a genuine way, "oh im sure Uncle and Auntie will be getting grandchildren for sure." Sunny laughed in her own joke to lessen the tense scenario. And indeed succeed to make Taeyeon smile and laugh a little.

"Arrrgghh..you are such a pervert unnie!." She slapped Sunny's arm a little force and it made her calm again. Then thinking for the next step in how to tell this to her parents.

Taeyeon's parents made sure that they will not neglect her no matter what. While Taeyeon grew up and learn things from her condition, they never see Taeyeon as failure on having a child like her. In fact made them more indestructible that no matter what obstacle God thrown at them they will still embrace it. Cause thinking having nothing is more than worst. For them Taeyeon is a gift from God, but some of their relatives sees her a monster.

So when the time Taeyeon knew all of this. She is the one who suggested not to involved in their family gathering and let just her parents go without her. Which made them disagree, but Taeyeon telling them that it would not be a good idea to show herself over them and force to accept her. This will made Taeyeon even more sad and insecure. Surely did her parents accept the fact that Taeyeon is right. This will make her even more feel low self-esteem.

"Well about that girl you mentioned, is she pretty?," Sunny asked suddenly when she saw Taeyeon in a deep thought.

It startled Taeyeon for a moment and says in a serious face, "Ofcourse not".

Taeyeon answered immediately and slightly looked at Sunny's direction and it made her laughed. Sunny tilted her in wonder what made Taeyon laughed like this.

After Taeyeon calmed down she smiled at Sunny that reaches her ears, "She's not pretty unnie....because she is the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. That's what made me feel like this. Just what do you think i am unnie for asking me that."

Taeyeon admitted to her since it's no used to lie about it. "hmmmm but it will still be left in my deepest storage on my heart, that i will not let myself hurt to this situations." Taeyeon knows all about this just by seeing things surrounds her and also on movies, shows, series etc. Not actually by experienced but the thought of being hurt in the process makes her afraid even more that normal people would encounter heartbreak then what more on having this kind of condition.

"Don't make it hard on yourself Taeyeon." Seeing Taeyeon made Sunny in deep breath. "Okay that's it for today Taeyeon-nah, make a call or come to me if this will happen again okay? But before you leave let me make some test in you to prove if indeed you are having IT (i really think you all knew what im talking about)."

Sunny went to the cabinet and get a specimen bottle and handed it to Taeyeon.

Taeyeon in a confused way just take the specimen bottle and asked Sunny what it was for. "It's for you to fill that up with your sperms." Sunny said in a professional tone and write something on a piece of paper that she not notice for Taeyeon in wide eyes.

"UNNIE!!!!!,what are you talking about? I never nor ever did this things and i don't wanna....." "Oh Tae-yah...don't be embarrassed..i also know that it will come into this. We are not sure yet if you have sperms on you. So please don't be hard me kiddo. I want to make sure if my diagnosis for you is true. Okay? Just call me if anything happened and i will help you." Sunny patted her shoulder and turned Taeyeon's body on the door and let her leave her clinic because she already had many patients waiting outside.

"Is this the end of the world? Cause i feel like dying on the information! Aiissshh!" Taeyeon hissed and went to the elevator. Once she was inside, it made her nauseated and feeling like to run outside the elevator.

"Oh! It's you Nobody!," Tiffany excitedly greet Taeyeon and almost like to hug the girl, but she controlled her self not. Tiffany did not know why she acts like this. It's like Taeyeon had this magnetism that pulls her through Taeyeon.

Taeyeon after the shock on reflex she pushed the button to open it up again to scape her situation. Tiffany notice or more like a prediction that Taeyeon will do this, she manage to went in front of Taeyeon and grabbed her wrist and says "Please Nobody (she call Taeyeon this name because she never knew her name) can you please Give me chance to be your friend?".