Eifersucht #paulchard

Chapter two

April 12, 1997

09:03 in the morning.

I had taken time to get up, and I did not know how to dress. I put on a black hoodie and cargo pants while Flake stared at me.

"You really intend to go there"

"Of course, silly. "

I seemed sure of myself, but I was not, my voice was shaking, I was dizzy because of last night's vodka, and my head ached.

I took my courage with both hands and sent a message to Richard.

" I arrive. "

I said goodbye to Flake, it left on the doorstep, I got into my car, I was shaking, I closed my eyes and put my hands on the steering wheel

"Calm down Paul, everything is going well, he may want to apologize. "

I started the contact, and began to roll like crazy on the road, toasting a red light and a stop.

I arrived at a cafe in the south of Berlin, he waited for me at the door, I sighed and put out the car, I went out and approached me like a fury of him, I was not only sad, but mad with rage . He raised an eyebrow and sighed.

"Come on. "

I followed him to the cafe which had a chic atmosphere, we sat at a table and a waiter arrived.

"Gentlemen. "

"A vodka, without orange. I say right away.

Richard looked at me shocked, he looked at the waiter.

"Two coffees, black. "

I glared at Richard, I waited for the waiter to go away screaming.

"You will not stop me from drinking anyway ?! Do you get up in the middle of the night and stop me from drinking? What is your game ?! "

Everyone was watching, Richard sighed and took a calm voice.

"Listen to me Paulie, I'm sorry for this night, I had to go fast, and drinking will not help you get better. "

I crossed my arms.

"And for what urgent reason did you have to leave?

He sighed and looked desolate.

"My wife called me, again. "

"And you felt obliged to go? I said in an aggressive tone.

"She .. Fucking Paul listen to me name of God. She told me .. What would happen to the act if I did not come back. "

I suddenly darken, shocked.

"Oh shit Reesh I'm sorry. "

"You could not know, and I should not have left you like that, not in your condition. "

I made a nervous laugh.

"I .. I'm fine. "

"You drink Paul." He said in a serious tone.

" So what ? You too." I said suddenly amazed.

"Except that I do not drink to forget." He said dryly.

Our coffees arrived and we drank quietly, the silence in the cafe was heavy, I was still shaking. Richard grabbed my hand. I removed my hand at once.

"I thought you did not say in public. "

"I do not care about the public, I care about you." He said calmly.

I put my hand in hims, I smiled but internally I wanted to burst into tears. I restrain myself, I look at him with a gentle air, I had missed him, this Richard had missed me.

Once our coffee finished, we had coffee. I did not want to leave him anymore, I was hanging on his arm, he looked at me tenderly.

"This Night you sleep at home, in my apartment, no more question of leaving you alone. "

Inside I was like a kid at a candy store, I was happy. I had not felt that for a long time.