Violated: What's a Happy Ending

31- Step three

When Craig first grabbed my hand I was fucking happy as fuck and couldn't stop smiling. I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest and I slightly hoped he'd let go so people would stop staring. 

Now I'm clinging to his arm and I swear if he lets go of my hand I'll slit his fucking dick. 

He either forgot or never knew that I hated to be surrounded by too many people that I don't know. Especially when it is extremely crowded and I'm claustrophobic... 

If you haven't figured out the situation yet, he started to drag me towards the food and it was just now two and there are so many people. 

"Cr-Craig, where are we going?" I asked as I moved out of the way, so a lady could walk past. 

"We are almost out of the crowd, I can see a clearing up ahead. Sorry again," he apologized for the twentieth time. 

"I-it's fine, as long as we get out soon and there isn't some sort of freak attack I'll be good," I said and he went to say something but decided against it. 

We finally made it to a clearing and sat down on the first bench. 

"Are you okay?" Craig asked concerned and I nodded as I took a deep breath and tried to stop my shaking.

"Do you need a hug or something? I-I'm not good with c-calming people, or emotions... Uhh...?" Craig asked and I chuckled and took his arm and wrapped it around my shoulder. 

He seemed to smile and wrapped his other arm around me. I started to steady my breathing and my shaking seemed to stop. 

Could I have calmed down without Craig's arms wrapped around me? Most likely. Have I yet removed them? No. Do I actually care? Not at all. 

I felt safe in his arms and I never did want him to let me go. I stayed in his arms with my head rested on his shoulder for a while before I saw Red, Mike, and Bebe standing not too far away shaking their head, doing thumbs down, and every other way to silently tell me what I was doing was wrong. 

I frowned but tapped Craig's shoulder and he let me go. 

"Now that you're calmed down what do you want to do?" he asked and I thought about it for a second before seeing Bebe pointing to something that was next to us. 

I looked over and saw a band playing not too far away with some people dancing around them. 

"Wanna dance?" I asked with a smirk and he looked over with his eyes wide. 

"I can't dance," he claimed but I shook my head and got up.

"You sure about that?" I asked as I offered him my hand with a smile. 

He looked up at me with his forest eyes and sighed. 

"Fine," He said with a groan as he grabbed my hand and let me pull him up. 

"Just let your body feel the music," I told Craig as I started to move a bit to the music that surrounded me. 

"How do I do that?" He asked and I stopped dancing for a moment and thought.

How do I do that? I first started to dance through choreography. I wasn't able to freely dance to music with my own head until way after.

Now dance is simple to me. I never really think about it, it's as if it just moves my body however it wants. 

"Here, do this," I said before doing a step touch. 

"Why?" He asked and I let out a sigh. 

"C'mon, it'll make sense eventually. Make sure to stay lose and if you need to, clap your hands when you step together so you are doing something with your arms," I tell him and he nods and tries starts to do it.