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Apologize

It was just a  normal day
Well that's what they say anyway

We were just talking,happy as can be
He just looks away,like a sad movie

I try to look at him and force my strength
But was it really worth all this pain?

I watch as you walk away with her
Right there,my eyes start to blurr

You are laughing and having the time of your life

Well then I guess that was a goodbye

I had to leave as soon as I could
I knew I could and I should

The remains of my heart start to break
And at this point I can't even fake

You left me just like that

Like I'm not worth it

Like I don't deserve it

Why am I not good enough

I hid away for days drowning in sorrow
Thinking,"My heart is just something to borrow"

I try to make myself think you don't matter
But that just makes me even sadder

I feel as though I'm being cut into pieces
But every piece belongs to you

Later I'm hanging with my 3 best friends
Nothing change our friendship,not even a bend

I grab my phone to capture the moment
But then I sit their unable to motion

Your caller ID shows on the screen
I swipe right and hear your pleads

"I'm sorry I really am,I thought it wasn't gonna last....but now I am certain and I want you back"

The other girls look at me in the eyes
They could see what I was gonna tell this guy

"sorry doesn't cut it don't you know
I have moved on....I told you so
Yes it didn't work and that's your problem
Now I'm better then before.... now that you're gone"

The girls looked at me smiling proudly
I had done it faced my anxiety

Before I hung up I decided to say
"maybe we will become friends again some day"