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Dissapear

looking  in the mirror  all that I can see
an unfamiliar  face staring  at me

I changed myself  to fit in with you
to make me happy an the others too

I don't  know  me so I ask myself

who are you?

next thing I say is what do I need to change?
to take away this terrible ,awful,pain?

I wanna hide the ugliness
away with this mask

to make  people  joyful
I'll  throw  away my past

give  away Everything
and cover  myself with a mask

I'll  run away as far as I can
hide away far away in a far away land

I'll hide away so have no fear
pretty soon  I'll  disappear

I'll  escape from reality

hide away from the past

I might not be able to run
not even hide

but as you throw  more shade

I'll  just fade away
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maybe when I am gone
someone will hear  my songs

on a lonely  spring  day
after I had already faded away

is it my fault that you treat me like that
or is it just the fact

that I don't  wanna hurt anyone
except It hurts  to  much to even run

can I hide far far away
away from you,that ok?

I hate this pain you put me through
but I still need you too
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I'll  just run away

disappear

won't see me

next year

open my eyes

as you through shade

I just slowly

fade away

(I hope you like  my new songs Dissapear  and Twilight....I'll  post something  new on Demons In Highschool soon)