A/N: this contains selfharm and i am not making "fun" of those who do such. reading this is your own fault, you were warned.
Dipper's POV:
Dipper drops everything in his hands as he starts to cry and he managed to say. "H-Happy anniversary Mr. Cypher hope it's a good one" before he runs out to his car speeding to the mystery shack.
3rd-person POV:
Bill is shocked and realize what the hell he was doing, he quickly puts on his shirt and runs after Dipper but he drove off just as Bill got outside. i am so stupid, he have never done anything to hurt me, and i do this... i need to try and get this together and tell him the truth...
Dipper is soon back at the shack crying so much he barely can see where he is driving. Dipper got the the shack and ran to his room, (mable moved out a year ago) and he threw himself on the bed and cried.
Bill's POV:
i thought of where he could have drove of too.. "the shack!" i yelled out. i got to my car and drove to the shack in a hurry. sure to make up my mistakes, and not have Pinetree mad at me.
i knocked on the the door to the shack right away when i got there, no one answered. i am not proud of it but i used my powers to unlock the door. i haven't used it in a while, so i pains me alittle to use it also since i once tried to kill Pinetree.
i get in the shack and closes the door behind me knowing he is here, i can read his thoughts and they are painfull to ignore.
i listen closely trying to figure out where Pinetree is. i can hear him sobbing from his room. i carefully walk up the stairs and open the door, seeing nothing but my pinetree crying, because of me. it hurts me.
"Pinetree-" i try to talk but he shouts me off by saying. "Leave me alone y-you Bastard". but i try again "Pinetree i know i hurt you. but listen, i gave up on most of my Demon powers to have Agent trigger not kill me. but aparently he thought something else and as i lost most of my powers, i was weakend and he put a spell over me, seeing you. till you jumped in, you broke the spell... i'm happy it did break but i'm hurt for hurting you." i held a pause seeing if he would say anything and he did. "give me your hand." me knowing what he wants i gave him my hand, holding his and showed him all what happend. i know, he knows that i can't lie doing this.
"..." he was silent. but he then pulled me into a kiss, i was shocked and after i calmed down from the shock i kissed back. "i am truely sorry Pine- PINETREE!" he fainted in my arms, blood.. blood on his bed and wrists.. "did he..." i took a deep breath thinking what to do.
i lay him carefully on the floor with a pillow under his head. i look for bandages. i thought. i could heal him but it would pain him when he woke up.. 'do it please...' i heard in my head, wait did he ... how... i don't question it. i run up the stairs and sit on my knees beside him, ready to heal, he is weak. i take a deep breath and heal him.
after healing him his breathe gets steady and he is sleeping. i pick him up and take him downstairs to have a watch over him. i clean the blood away from his wrists and his room. while i wait for him to wake up again i cook some dinner, something mable told me how to do.
i am in my own thoughts cooking dinner not noticing that Dipper woke up. "mmh, smells good, what you mak- ARGH!" i turn around seeing Pinetree shift in pain. i lay my arms around him and helps him to sit down at the kitchen table. "carefull Baby, you told me to heal you, knowing it would hurt" i said. "how did i? didn't i faint?" pinetree asked confussed. "yes you fainted, you contacted me through thoughts. i don't know how but you did"
to be continued.
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