I'll Always Love You// A Nicole Row fanfic

Fell Hard Into Her Charm

Sorry for the late upload. It's been really hard for me and there's lots of sadness in the Panic! Fandom. But anyway, here's another chapter and the
next one will be coming shortly.
Also quick warning: Chapter talks about slight sexual content, but nothing explicit.

(Amelia's POV)
Whenever anyone mentions me in a relationship or everyone knows I have a crush on someone, my face suddenly feels like I put it over a hot fire. It's one of the most uncomfortable things to talk about.
I remember this one time when I was with my ex girlfriend Breanna, we were at a party and someone asked how two girls can basically have sex with each other and Breanna got explicit with them as she explained.
I haven't been to another party since.
We were still at the restaurant and I felt slightly on edge. Ever since Breanna was mentioned, I keep having those thoughts of us together. First the sweet thoughts of us cuddling, then the betrayal and pain I felt when Sarah told me she was cheating.
When I'm upset, I usually snap at people and I have to break that habit. But at the same time, I'm not gonna put up with people's shit. I may have told our waitress that we wanted peace and quiet, I just hope I wasn't rude and I certainly hope Nicole didn't think that.
When I found out Nicole was into girls, I felt my heart rate speed up and I felt relieved. Her fingers slowly found their way to mine and she locked our hands together. She has a tough and soft look to her; she's so lovable and her hand fits perfectly in mine. Like two puzzle pieces together. Just knowing someone as beautiful and charming as Nicole dating another woman just sends chills down my spines, in a good way and makes me happier.
Especially when I'm that other woman.
Realizing what I just thought, my eyes widened and I choke on my iced tea.
"Amelia, are you okay?" Brendon said, from right next to me.
"Yeah, I'm okay, I just.... swallowed the wrong way."
"You swallowed the wrong way..." Sarah gives me a smirk as she takes a bite of her food. Goddamn, that woman knows fucking everything. It's like she can read my mind.
Nicole removed her hand from mine to to squeeze lemon juice all over her salad. My hand now feels lonely without hers in it and I thought "you could do that with one hand, you know." But I didn't say it out loud.
The rest of our time spent at the restaurant was really nice. We learned a little more about Nicole, like how she lives in a house with one of her best friends and how she's had a love of playing bass ever since she was a little girl. My heart melts at the thought of a tiny baby Nicole with a bass in her tiny hands. She's so cute.
2 days had passed since our time at the restaurant. We've always hung out with Brendon and Sarah, but never just us alone together. The most alone time we got was after I watched her rehearse on stage with the rest of the band and we'd spend like 6 minutes of me congratulating her. I want more.
I was currently alone in my house just thinking about how she performed and how she looked. The way she moved around with her bass just looked like she owned the stage. She certainly stole the show for me. Those struts she did in her gorgeous outfit, which consisted of a black mesh shirt, black skirt, and stockings made me feel even more attracted to her.
"God Nicole, the things you do to me ugh." I say to no one in particular. I rub my legs together, trying to get rid of the heat I now feel between them.
My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by my phone ringing. I pick it up, hoping it was Nicole, but it wasn't.
It was someone much worse and I felt my heart stop as I stared at the name.
Breanna.
"What do you want?" I answer the phone.
"Hi, I just wanted to see how you were doing."
I squint my eyes, even though she can't tell. Why the hell would she care?
"I'm doing better without you. Why would you dare? By the way, how's your precious Crystal or Chloe or whatever the hell her name is. You know, the girl you cheated on me for."
I don't know why I snapped at her, to be honest. I don't really care about it no more since I have Nicole with me.
Well, I'll have Nicole be mine one day.
"Chloe. And we broke up" She responded back and I rolled my eyes.
"Plus I still care about you."
"Why'd you two break up?" I question, suddenly very curious.
" I have my reasons."
"And those reasons are?"
"You don't need to know."
Well that's fucking creepy.
"Look Brenna, I don't know why you called, but I don't really-" I stopped mid sentence when I heard a knock at my door.
"Ugh, hold on." I tell her, before opening the door.
Standing in the doorway was someone I wasn't expecting.
"Hi!" Nicole greeted, cheerfully. She had on a light gray tank top, blue denim shorts, and white converse. She's also holding a bag in her hand.
Without even thinking, I hang up on Breanna, not even caring about her anymore.
"Hi! What are you doing here?" I ask, inviting her in.
"Well I was kinda bored at my house and I wanted company. Is it not a good time? I'm sorry.." Her smile faltered slightly.
"No no no, not a bad time at all! I'm glad you're here!"
She sets her large bag on the living room table and I ask her what's in it.
"Well if you don't mind, I brought a thing." She giggled that adorable giggle of hers and I immediately giggle back.
"I don't mind at all." I walk closer to peek inside the bag and the first thing I saw was some speaker looking thing.
"What's that?"
"That's one of the best speakers ever. It's not that big, yet not that small either and it fits perfectly in that bag. The sound is great. One of my old colleagues gave it to me. Is it okay if I can:.." she pointed by the TV and I realize she's asking if she can set it up.
"Yeah of course you can. You can do anything you want here." I reply and let's out another giggle.
That giggle is the death of me. When I die, I want her cute as fuck giggle to be the last thing I'll ever hear.
All of a sudden, I hear the loud and familiar voice of the one and only Brendon Urie on the speaker and I smile.
"I love this song so much." She says, with a bright smile on her face. She looks like a little child opening presents on Christmas.
"Isn't she a dream come true?" She sang along to the part of the song All The Boys by Panic! And I swore I felt my heart melt.
"Oh my god, you are the cutest!" I say out loud, not even ashamed because it's the truth.
"No you are." She giggled and I walk over to her.
"We both are then, especially you." I tell her.
The more I listen to the words of the song that was currently playing, I thought of Nicole. She's too amazing that all the boys and all the girls love her madly.
Especially me.
She gently moved her hips to the song and then suddenly pushed me against the wall. One of her arms was above my head and another was touching my arm.
Holy shit, what the fuck is happening? Our faces were so close to each other, I have the urge to kiss her.
"She came here to entertain you, You'll fall hard into her charm."
Her blue eyes looked straight into mine as she sang those exact lyrics to me. She gave me one last smile before pulling away.
Holy shit, I did fall hard into her charm.

End of chapter! Hope you enjoyed I will try and get the next one up ASAP