Hot Chocolate

Sleepover part 1 -Don't call me a dork

(KATHERINE's POV)

Sometimes I forget that he's actually a teacher. I was going to be 18 this year and he had just turned 23. I used to be the kind of girl who wished she could always be young but after meeting Kai, the eagerness to grow up started to rise in my heart. I know we like each other a lot now but honestly, the sense of guilt never leaves me. Whenever he talks about his friends or family, I feel bad that he can't proudly introduce me as his girlfriend end.I'm trying to make up for it but I can't help but feel insecure. Maybe I'm not enough...
(BACK TO THE STORY)
"My mum is going on a business trip for about 10 days.so....."I dragged on waiting for him to see me."You know how scared I am of being alone at night, so I was thinking that maybe we could have a sleepover!"I shrieked sounding a bit too excited.There I go again sounding like a bratty child.
"No KIT, absolutely not!" he shouted back. Well, that got his attention. Time ticked by as I tried my best persuading him coming up with almost randomly stupid scenarios of how a robber may break in, how I may faint at a time from being too scared and no one would notice. I tried to play my final card.
"Kai please just for this Friday, then I could stay at my aunt's house. Just once!"I begged.
His facial expressions were not clear enough for me to read them as he started scratching his none existent beard
"I know I'm gonna regret it but fine," he said kissing my forehead. My cheeks slightly burned just like any other time he touched me. Maybe suggesting a sleepover wasn't my best idea.urm...
(Friday)
The car ride to his apartment was immersed in silence despite the crappy music coming from the radio. The tense environment started to get to me. I took out my phone and started fiddling with it."Are you sure you wanna do this?"  I heard a mumble. This was probably the 10th time we had a discussion about this. Sometimes I forget that I was the younger one.
The beautiful pink hue of the sky soon got replaced by a clear back sky, the sun's place taken up by the moon. We were already at his apartment having Thai food. I could sense that the tension had not left the room completely.
"B can you just relax. It's not the first time I have been to your place" I finally vented out my frustration as he kept fidgeting on the sofa.
He stopped his distracting movements and moved closer to me."Why are you so relaxed with this?" Kai gave me a puzzled look.
"Why wouldn't I be okay with finally spending some time with my dorky boyfriend" I sighed with a grin.
"You need to stop calling me a dork baby, just because I'm sweet and nice to you doesn't mean I don't have a bad side to me, " he leaned in, glaring into my eyes." I may not always be this nice to you, " he continued. His lips were almost touching mine but yet they didn't meet causing my bottom lip to quiver. He lifted his fingers to tuck a few of my stray hair behind my ears. His fingertips started caressing my cheeks. He was too close. His Scent starting depriving of all of my thoughts and forced me to crave for him slowly driving me mad.
"Kai stop..." I managed to get these words out.
Finally, he pressed his lips to mine. I started losing myself. I ran my fingers down his back trying to get closer. The only thing I could hear was our heartbeats.
"Still think I'm a dork?" Kai said smirking as he pulled away. I buried my face in a nearby cushion trying to hide the burning sensation of my face.

to be continued...
Thx for reading my lame story: )