Imperfect L.H

Chapter 2: why haven't I fangirled?

I watched them all, the girls laughing at every move the boys made and every fragment of speech that came out of their mouths. The boys looking at them all (which was a very small crowd) smiling. The girl from earlier in the front talking to Ashton with her fake smile and laugh. I couldn't help but wish I was in her position standing so close to them all, but then it hit me again. I dont deserve it,  im fat and ugly and why would I make them be around me? it was cleary pointed out to me that my existence was hard enough to bare for others. so why?.

"hey!" I heard someone call out in my direction. well there wasnt anyone around me so it must have been directed to me.

"hey you with the orban hair!" I looked over to were the crowd was to see luke looking over at me (hehe lukeys looking...rhymes). He eventually made his way over to me, pushing past those girls.

"I see you have our merch on, why not come over and say hi?" he asked me, I could smell his cologne and omg did he smell amazing.

"y-your talking to me? but your luke hemmimgs" I stuttered still not getting over the fact he was even so close to me.

"yes, and you are?" he asked... wait why aren't I fangirling yet?

"oh, umm im lowri" I said getting lost in his blue eyes.

"wow beautiful name for a beautiful girl, and accent?" again why aren't I fangirling??

"I'm from wales but moved here a few months ago" I shyly stated looking down. oh damn I forgot my jacket in the car! you can clearly see my scars. I looked back up at him so he didn't see my shock.

"everything okay?" he asked me looking down at my arm. Oh shit. his eyes went wide and he gulped loudly. I immediately put my hand over them.

"so have fun here in Houston?"

"no lowri what are theese? dont change the subject"

"you dont understand-"

"I understand perfectly, we love you why do this?" he asked and I could see the pain in his eyes.

"you dont know me luke, I'm just another fan" I said walking away to sit down on a bench.

"but your not just another fan to me" he said and I stopped in my tracks "when I saw you I knew something wasn't right, that I needed to help you"

"please just come with us"

"where?" I asked him

"come with us on the bus and we'll get food and take you home. I bet the inner fangirl that hasnt shown herself yet would love that" he said and I smiled at the ground

"yeah she would"

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This chapter was written by Emilie!

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