As you walked towards me a immense smile smeared across your cheeks as you came towards me, arms opened wide ready to take me under your wing, tears began building, and poured down my burning cheeks as it became harder and harder to breath. "I'M SORRY" I screamed through my sobs, your smile quickly disappear as you rushed over and wrapped your long warm arms around me as you gently ran your fingers through my hair, and gently pushing my head into your chest, your other hand rubbed circles into my back as you pressed your lips against my forehead as large sobs escaped my lips, as my breaths became more like hiccups, small gasps filled my lungs as the tears poured. My legs collapsed to the floor, my hands pressed against the ice cold tile, my eyes looked around just to see the empty air, tears pour down my cheeks as I whisper "please come back.." my stomach twisted itself into hundreds of knots as I seen the dust on old pictures. "COME BACK" my screams echo throughout the emptiness, the hallucinations were the only things that were keeping me alive anymore. I need you here, your milky chocolate brown eyes filled with love and passion as you press your lips against mine were the memories that I live off of. It's admirable really.. how easy it was for me to fall for you, and how easy it was for you to leave me in one swift motion. It's funny.. three months ago, I fell asleep to the thoughts of your name and your arms around me, now the sound of your name makes me sick to my stomach. Can you tell that I haven't slept well since the last time we spoke..? The tears are stained on my cheeks at this point, the blood is going down my wrists. I still see you, when we were smiling and laughing and you're hugging me tight like you never wanted to let go and then it hits me like a bullet, you're gone and never coming back. I'm sorry I couldn't make it your funeral..
