Who Are You | Min Yoongi

17.

Farewell Jeon Jungkook

Yes our relationship was toxic but despite our flaws I still loved him, even when everyone was against us together we still made it work. He was the one that made me feel human again.

Yes he was psychotic as people called him but he was the one who cared for me when I caught the flu or got injured in a fight. He stood up for me whenever I needed and never forgot to shower me with love at the end of each day.

Recently we started to fight a lot going from small things that shouldn't matter to topics that led to huge consequences. It felt as if his mind started to darken, the thirst for blood became unbearable for him. It scared me after his obsession with corpse began growing taking up majority of his time. I've tried brushing it all off but it got all too much.

I simply couldn't take it anymore, my fears spilled out with pure rage and sadness and I know I've been too reckless and cruel as it just was the way he is.
I really didn't mean it when the words "maybe it was better of for you to be dead" came out of my mouth.

"Taehyung, Tae-tae where are you?" I screamed roaming in a dark empty forest near that factory where everything started, I barely could see what was infront of me only lifeless trees bending its branches all the way to the ground surrounded me.
"Tae" I yelped again falling to my knees, no response.

After yet another fight I suggested for us to take a break from everything but who knew how much he hated the thought of that. He was strong but not when it came to us. It was like a switch in his brain that shouldn't have went off but, it did and I was it's cause .

"Jungkook guys I found him" I heard someone call out my name as others run up to me in hurry, concern written all other their exhausted faces. "What happened?" Namjoon said placing his big hand on my shoulder.

Not even looking up at him, my body started to tremble as loud sniffs we're heard from me. Tears uncontrollably ran down my cheeks, I felt useless there was one person in the whole world I've promised to protect and I couldn't even do that.

"I-Ive made a huge m-mistake hyung, god why the hell did I do that" My voice came out weak and squeaky. I blamed myself for everything it was all my fault.

Hoseok came closer bending down behind of me and gently rubbing my back "Don't cry kid we'll fix everything" I could feel his vibrant smile on my back as he motioned for me to stand up and I faced everyone standing there me.

Immediately Y/N pulled me into a tight hug and I buried my face into her shoulder usually I felt uncomfortable around her presence but I just didn't care this moment.

It wasn't until I met Yoongi's lifeless eyes expand and fill with utter jealousy, afraid of what the consequences might be if I stayed like that I let go of her straight away pulling a fake smile and silently thanking her for the kind gesture.

Silence covered the group and before anyone could speak up again. I've spotted a painfully familiar figure further away from us, without any explanation my feet took off running towards it, leaving others cluelessly follow behind.

"Taehyung"

The body stopped and it slowly started moving in my direction. Those dark eyes fell upon my presence painfully looking down right after.

"I thought you didn't want to see me again" His words came off cold and low pitched. My heart sank I wanted to tell him that I never wanted to hurt him this much and that I was sorry. It was as if my insides were eating themselves up with utter guilt.

"It's not that, I didn't mean all of it-

"But it sounded like it did" He cut me off snapping his gaze at me once again. " All I've wanted is to be happy with someone I loved but I guess it's not mean to be in this life we're too different " weakly smiling he raised up his gun to the temple of his head.

"Put that thing down this instant Taehyung" Yoongi growled from behind as others tried to hold him back. I know how much it hurt him watching this chaos happened after all he was like an older brother to both of us he basically raised us, but it was only mine and Taehyung's business right now and they needed understand that.

"Please put down your gun and we can talk" I pleaded him as tears started to built up again the lump in my throat made it hard to form any words.

" I've always done what you wanted, I thought that you were special, non ordinary like me, you deserved to be treated like a king and you wished me for my death, right now I'm as a loyal dog just following your request" He spoke clearly staring deep into my soul. "Farewell Jeon Jungkook"

And the trigger went off.

—————————————
A/N

Lol I'm a monster