Who Are You | Min Yoongi

24.

Past me

It was dark and cold I wasn't aware of my surroundings it felt as though my body was just floating in mid air or perhaps on a never ending river, I didn't feel pain nor sadness in fact I didn't feel anything my mind and body was numb

Is this how it feels to be dead, but if so is it heaven or hell? If they exist at all. My eyes felt heavy no matter how hard I tried nothing moved, it was just my scattered thoughts and me

Y/N

A voice called out it sounded so strange but awfully familiar, it sounded like a child's voice

You know who I am accept me Y/N, I was so lonely when you left please I want to play again.

It echoed from all around me sending shivers over my skin

Remember how much fun we had, it was only us and no one else

It moved closer to me growing louder and louder, it felt dangerously comforting. This voice so innocent sounding yet caring most vicious intentions.

Oh Y/N come on you know I don't bite

She was so close to me I felt the heat radiating of her small body, those soft hands reached out to caress my cheek making it burn more and more each second, I hated how powerless I was with her.

I have something to show you Y/N I know you'll like it

Her tender lips kissed my forehead they were soft and warm, those lips reminded me of someone else. The one who I missed so much in the past few days, although at this point it could've been weeks. I have fully lost track of time but no matter how much of it passed my heart always remembered his dark eyes filled with so much emotion and his careless actions.

Before I could reach to her warmth my body suddenly shifted, I now stood in a field as the sun rays beamed lighting all of my surroundings. The clear sky showed all kinds of beautiful blue hues, trees moved their branches to the light breeze. It looked like the place that Yoongi took me to before but it was different.

Now there stood a small wooden house with a front garden filled with all kinds of flowers. Before I knew it my feet took off towards the direction of the residence. Reaching the white painted gates my gaze looked up at the small sign hammered onto it "Jang orphanage". My fingers gently outlined the engraved letters reading them over and over again.

The noise of kids startled my actions making me freeze. It was a group of three kids they all cheered and ran around the colourful garden destroying the growing flowers beneath their feet. "Stop you're killing them" a little girls voice whined, it was angry yet full of uncertainty.

The resemblance between me and her was frightening, that same h/c messy hair tied up in the most ferocious way. Those striped stockings peaking from a torn and muddy dress, her skin covered in bruises. My heart stung seeing such sight she was just like I remembered.

"So they are useless anyway so shut up before I beat you up again weakling" one of them declared stomping towards her with their fist up in the air. I wanted to run and help her from the cruel peers but before I could a dark haired boy came between them two taking the hit to himself.

He looked rugged and strangely calm as he stood there not moving an inch. What on earth was that? I asked myself, why did I not remember him ever being there in anyway.

The bullies ran away looking for something else to entertain them as the boy turned around facing the small figure behind him. "You idiot learn to defend yourself" he said harshly yet patted the crying girl on the head. She kept sobbing so he picked up one of the torn flowers and tucked it behind her ear. She stopped crying and pulled the boy into a big hug nuzzling her face into his chest. "Thank you -

Her lips said a name but it was silent I couldn't hear it, I flung the gate open running towards the two but then everything went dark once again. The scenery changed to a crimson sky as ashes fell down, the so called orphanage was burning down at a ridiculous speed before my eyes, the screaming of children was the only thing I could hear.

I lunged to the fire but something kept me in one place "NO! PLEASE LET ME SAVE THEM" I cried at the top of my lungs not stopping on trying to get out of this deadly grip " THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS" I roared tears flowing down my face the screams only grew louder making it unbearable to hear. "Please"

No watch carefully Y/N this is what happens when you're weak but I can help you, accept me Y/N

"No you will make things worse you're a monster, you will only cause destruction only more people will die"

But you can't do it yourself you can't save them, look at you so helpless it's your fault they all died

All your fault

She was right if it wasn't for me they would all been alive right now some maybe with families and friends a whole future waiting for them. If it wasn't for me that boy would've lived he could have become a gorgeous person. I let my body freeze as my head dropped and I sensed her grin widen at my defeat.

So do you accept me? So we can become one and be the most powerful

It stayed quiet but my sudden laughter instantly broke the silence making her smile drop "no" I simply said

What do you mean, you are nothing without me

She screamed, I was sick of this little game of hers, I should be the one in control this is just an illusion.
"Get rid of this all" I said and everything again disappeared it was finally over. Before me there she stood a pesky child that looked identical yet nothing like me.

"I won't be one with you but I will become so much better and powerful than you are" I grabbed her neck and pulled her towards me for once her prideful mask showed fear, she knew it was the end.

"I don't want to ever see nor hear you again, die"

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A/N
Happy New Year!!
I'm kinda late to the party but oh well I hope that this is your year and that by the end of it you'll make so many great memories

love all of you

And thank you for coping with my late updates ❤️