A Life Worth Living

Chapter 1

WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD

     *Can this really be it?* My thoughts were scattered across a wide plane as I neatly tied the noose. *After all, who would miss me?*

FLASHBACK

"Stop! Please, no! What are you doing?! Who are you?!"

     My words seemed as empty as the night. The stranger holding me down tearing my clothes of never even seemed to hear a word of what I said. I screamed for help until my voice went hoarse. After he finished tearing my clothes off, he tied my against a tree. I struggled my hardest and all I got were a couple rope burns. I sat on my knees hands tied behind me and helpless. The stranger started to take his clothes off and I began to cry. *It's hopeless.* I began to weep harder as he removed his final piece of clothing and neared me. He pried my mouth open and inserted dental holders usually used to hold open a patient's mouth during cavity removal. He pushed his member deep inside my mouth. I gagged and started to vomit. He pulled out and and slapped me across my face. I screamed in pain but he only enjoyed it more. He pushed in this time all the way. I gagged and couldn't breath. He began thrusting in and out, each time getting faster and harder. I vomited on him, but it didn't faze him. He kept going as I sit there helpless. He began to pull my hair and thrust deeper. He eventually cum deep inside of my throat. I threw up one finale time and lifted my head up to see where I was. It was almost pitch black, incircled by ginormous trees, and the spot where I sat was soaking wet in vomit and his disgusting cum. I looked myself over to see bugs crawling all over my nude self. He kept my hands tied together, but cut the rest of the ropes. He picked me up by my hair to the point where I stode on my own feet. He then shoved me into a small cabin like structure nearby. I get pushed to the floor and hit my head making me black out.

END OF FLASHBACK

     I woke up on the floor. My head busting and the rope laying beside me. I hated my flashbacks. They make me black out and I only wake up when I go to sleep or I black out in it. I've woke up in the strangest places. I've woke up on the bathroom floor of a resteruant. I've even been taken to the hospital because I blacked out in the middle of school. I can't drive. I can't have a job. I'm 17 for fucksake. I hated my fucking life. I get up and sit against the wall. I slowly wind up the rope and put it back into its hiding place under my matteress. I sit there for several minutes contemplating what to do next.