im sorry...

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You and bigi have been arguing alot about him hanging out with ex you know that he wouldnt do anything to hurt you but you still dont trust her at ALL. Ever since you and bigi started arguing you been really sad.

"I don't know why she's acting like that"you heard bigi say

"I know"he said

"Im thinking about leaving her"he said. your heart stopped your eyes were watering you ran into the bathroom with bigi right behind you. You ran into that bathroom and quickly locked the door

"Y/N open the door"bigi yelled you were so out of it you didnt even notice him at the door. You have self harmed before you chose to self harm if you didnt choose self harm you wouldve chose death so you chose it again you jumped up looking for a blade making alot of noise

"Y/n what are you doing" bigi said. 1 cut...2 cut ...3 cut... 4 cut and on and on and on...you couldnt stop you wouldnt stop

"Y/N OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE"bigi yelled

"PLEASE...IM SORRY"he said. And you stopped watching all the blood run off your arms on to the floor

"Im sorry for not listening to you im sorry for for visting people even when you said you didnt like it im sorry for making you feel alone im sorry for ignoring you when you needed me most im sorry for everything just open the door "bigi cried

"Im sorry for controlling your life im sorry i cant hide my thoughts im sorry for being me im sorry for meeting you"you joined opening the door

"Y/n why would you do that" bigi yelled. Forgot about your arms

"Im sorry"you cried

"Im promise ill spend every second of my life with you ill make you feel like the only girl in the world ill do anything to make you happy just please dony do that anymore" bigu hugged you

"I promise"you hugged him back





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