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Demi's P.O.V

"What" I asked as Selena Kept Telling me about Hearing Grace on the Phone Call.

Alot is Happening Right now like I still Need to talk to Maddie about Treatment, i Dont put Alot of Attention to Hope as i used to, Getting Grace and Valerie Back, Dealing with My selfharming and Eating disorder,Putting The wedding together Etc....

Selena Slept Right away After she Told me About Grace. I Gave Selena a kiss on the Cheek and I Went to check On Maddie and Hope.

I knocked on Maddie's Door, I could hear her getting out Of her Bathroom. "Just give me A second" She said. She Finally opened The Door.

"What were You doing" I asked. "I was Uh washing My teeth" She said.

I nodded as i entered Her room, She quickly Ran to the side of her bed and threw something Under her bed.

"What was That"

"Oh That?, That was My.......Jornal" She said

I walked to the side of her Bed and Checked under it.

"Madison" I said Taking Out A weight Machine thingy under her Bed.

"Youre Not fat Sweetie" I said.

She Looked Up at me. "Yes I am"

Those words Hurt me, My baby sister thinking she's Fat.

"No No youre not, You are Gorgeous"

I opened Her Bathroom Door. "No Demi You shouldnt-"

She was Purging. My Beautiful Sister was Purging.

"Maddie, Why" I asked.

"Demi Please, Just get out" She said ashamed.

"Show me Youre wrist" I said.

She shock her Head No. "Baby i wont get mad,Just show me" I said.

She slowly took of her Sweater................. These were not Cuts....They were Burns.

She Burns Herself. Her Wrist Full of Burns.

I pulled Her to a hug. "You're Beautiful, Remember That"

I kissed Her Forehead And left her room.

I entered Hope's Room, Oh my Little princess.

She was Looking out the window. "Hope" i asked.

"Get out" She said pushing me out with her small arms. 

"What Happened Honey" I Asked.

She started crying. "You Dont Love Me anymore"

Those Words coming out of her Mouth Killed Me.

I Fell to my knees infront of her and started crying. "I love You more than Anything in this world" I said Trying to hug her but she pulled away.

"No Get Out" She Screamed.

As she pushed me Out, She closed the door in my face. I started Sobbing.

I walked To the Bathroom and sat on the Bathtub and started Crying Harder.

I Looked Down at My wrist.  Red and white lines everywhere.. My wrist Yelling Me to Cut.

I Walked to the Bathroom Cabnet, My Blades as Well Yelling at me to cut. I picked a Blade up and I Cut a Line on my wrist.

Blood coming out right away, Falling To the Floor. I did 3 More Lines then 4. The Last cut was Deep, Blood and Blood kept coming out.

I lost track of How Manny Blood i was Losing, I just sat on the Floor and My eyes started closing.... I Started to feel weak Then Everything went Back.
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i cried while doing this Chapter.

This Chapter was Dedicated to a Beautiful Strong girl named Vannah.

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