𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 | 𝙜𝙭𝙜

⚇part 9

lanes POV

it's been a month and a half and they still haven't found her. i looked for her everyday, went to her favorite hiding spots, i even went threw her room for clues. nothing. i stole her blankets and pillows though, it reminds me of nights when she would hold me when i'm sad, or i would sneak to her house and we would talk for hours.

i miss her.

everyday is spent thinking about her. her smile, her high pitched annoying laughs, her sarcasm, even her clinginess. i want my danny back, i need her back. she was my person. everyday during lunch i sit in our field of grass we would sit at, surrounded by trees so no one could find us.

hazel seems really broken up about it too. not as much as me, everyone keeps coming up to me apologizing and saying they will pray for me. i don't even care i just want her back.

i pull out my cigarettes and a lighter, which i seem to be doing a lot lately, when the cigarette reaches my mouth i take a long inhale, and then exhale.

"smoking is bad for you y'know"

my head jolts up in immediate happiness, but my sad expression comes back when i see the girl from the other day standing there smiling smoke in hand.

"she used to say that" i look down in disappointment, smushing my still new cigarette. for some reason i lost the mood for them. and that doesn't happen often.

the girl huffs sitting a cross from me, right where danny used to sit, i was about to tell her off when she opens her mouth to speak
"what was so special about her anyway?" she tilts her head bringing the cigarette back to her mouth. i look at her blank expression on my face. don't get me wrong i was annoyed and wanted her gone.

i look away tears brimming my eyes "everything" i whisper pulling my knees up to my chest . she puffs out her smoke before tilting her head like a dumb dog "everything?" i look up at her rolling my eyes "yes genus, everything"

she chuckles. "okay. well lane, i'm milo"

i nod my head still looking away. i feel a coldness wash over my hand i look down realizing she put her hand on mine. my bones tense up, when dan used to do this her hand was so soft and warm it balanced out my cold rough ones. but milo's is cold and rough. opposites attract

i move my hand away tucking it into the sweater i also stole from danny's, it was always her favorite. the girl huffs again getting up and saying see you later then leaving.

and i'm left alone. to cry.