I was just sitting at this bar wearing a black dress. I turned around and notice a few tables away a handsome man with icy blue eyes and dark hair is looking at me. He looks at me with such desire that I can't help but smile.
I felt him look at me...
I can't believe that I just made this girl become mine just like that. All I really wanted to do was just take her blood and be done with her. Just leave her to die on a curb somewhere. But I didn't do that, did I. Instead, I made her live. Correction, I made her live AGAIN. Why did I do it? Why?
At least she isn't too traumatize by it. But she repeated that same question to me twice, "Why did you chose me?" What did I tell her, "I think you were meant to be with me."
What was I thinking saying that!
It's not like she's a dead ringer for Katherine. She was so beautiful. Learning she was a vampire never bothered me. She was no lady I can tell you that. The first time she let me drank her blood I thought we would be together forever. I can't get over the fact that my brother wanted her and was changed by her as well. He loved her as much as I did. If only our father hadn't gotten in the way of things. He was far from what I would call a father anyhow.
Katherine, did she really loved me? I'm beginning to think that that she didn't. When Katherine died I thought nothing mattered anymore. Nothing.
Their was other women after her, but I never thought that I would meet someone like this Adina.
She seems thoughtful, sweet, intelligent, but she seems like she needs something in her life. Some sense of thrill, excitement.
Plus if anything happens with my brother, its best that she knows how to protect herself.
Their was a reason why I made her like us, and that was it. Wasn't it?
Being this in bath sure is making me think a lot. More than what I'm use to.
I wish she was here in this bathtub with me. Flirting her way over to my end and begging me to do things to her.
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But that wouldn't be all that she would want. She would want to talk to me, especially about this vampire transition she's going through.
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How could I've forgotten. Any memory I told her to forget, is she going to remember?
