There's always at least one person in your life who makes you feel some type of way. They're always there for you. They're always there to help you when you need it. They're always there to listen when you need to talk. They're always there to guide you when you're lost. They're always there to give you a pencil during math class when you need one because you forgot yours. They're always there to tie your shoes for you because they know how lazy you are and that you'd rather trip than take the time and tie them yourself. They're always there to wipe away your tears when you let the salty water droplets spill from your eyes. They're always there to let you borrow their headphones because they know you always forget yours on that little table at your bedside. They're always there to lend you their sweater even though you refuse to admit that you're cold so instead you take the sweater only because you claim it "looks cute on you". They're always there to catch you before you trip on the same step of your porch every morning. They're always there to kill the tiny spiders in your room that they know scare you to death. They're always there to buy you tampons because they know you have no way to get them yourself until morning. They're always there to give you their extra water during p.e. because you always forget yours. They're always there to comfort you when it's hard to sleep at night. They're just always there for you.
The thing is, you never know if they'll really always be there. What if one day they kind of start to drift apart from you? Just the thought of losing them hurts a lot more than it probably should. If just the thought of losing them hurt, I can't even imagine the pain you'd feel after they're already lost.
All of us, we all wonder of losing that person. It comes across your mind ever so often and there's no denying it will happen eventually.
Realize, to someone else, they wonder about losing you all the time.
To me, Ashton is that person, and I wonder about losing him all the time.
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Insomnia - a.i
FanfictionI've always been afraid of losing the people who I care about most, but I had never imagined that it would hurt this much.
