Dear Joshy,
I know how you're feeling right now with your mum in the hospital and your dad is blaming you but theres something i have to say and i think it will help with everything.First off from the minute i met you i knew you were this awesome guy who i would instantly become close with and i was right you're awesome,crazy,fun and a whole shit load of things i cant even list.After hearing about what you're going through it definitely broke my heart to hear all of it but you know what in the end it will make you stronger even if you dont know it will,i have expierced similiar thigns to you and i can say if i were in your shoes i would be scared but you know what you cat let fear rule you you're much stronger i know you are and to see you scared and boken on the inside just breaks me.I know you already know this but i will definitely be here for you no matter what and i can tell you right now i will not leave you side whenever you need me i will be here for you and i will be the one you can talk to cause i have been through some crazy shit too and can relate so if you ever need some one to talk to just know you always have me ad i will always ty to help you no matter how bad the situation is <3-May :3