On most days, I'm apathetic. No one could ever take that away. I don't know why. It just happens. On those days, I just don't feel anything, not because I don't want to, but I just honestly can't. By "anything" I mean emotions or feelings.
I actually kind of like it sometimes. Sometimes, it keeps me from dealing with life and all of it's problems.
When this happens, I just kind of go through the day without thinking and making decisions without thinking. It gets me through the day without any difficulties.
Apathetic means, having little or no interest or concern (indifferent), and having or showing little or no feeling or emotion.
Most of the time when this happens, I just zone in and out of reality (mostly out). Everything just passes me by. I, for the most part, enjoy not feeling anything, or not mentally being present most of the day. Sometimes, I absolutely hate it and I loathe not being able to feel love or happiness or any other emotion. I also love being mostly apathetic. I know that everyone may be able to take my pride, and everything I own, but no one, and I mean no one can ever take this feeling away.
It's mine forever. It's mine to keep. Knowing I will have this apathetic feeling that comes and goes whenever it wants, gives me a wonderful feeling. It's amazing because it reminds me that no longer be can take everything from me. Although they may be able to take everything I own, they could never touch this.
That thought is one of the few things that keeps me Sane, and I absolutely love it.
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