𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍 ↺ 𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒋𝒊𝒏 !

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[Sunday, 7:33 am]
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//hyunjin pov//

I felt normal for once.
The way seungmin's arms embraced me, holding me close to his heart,
I felt at home— it made me happy.

It felt time was frozen for once
Whereas the only noise heard was the sound of seungmin and i quietly breathing, as seungmin slept peacefully. The only thing we could feel was us in each others arms as we lie on the white sheets of his bed. And the only thing i could smell was the new scent i was unfamiliar with, it smelt of candles and coffee.

I liked it.

"What ya thinking about?"

"N-nothing."

"Mhmm," hyunjin immediately sat up as he had completely become aware of his surroundings and the situation,

"Seungmin, how did i get here?"

"Well, i was carrying you to my house cuz you fell asleep"

"I fell asleep? I fell asleep seungminnie! I haven't felt so relieved for like 9 months!!"

"It was really 9 months?!"

"Well i don't know, its been so long that i forgot. But its probably something close to that." I got up and stretched,
And then i realized
Im in seungmin's house

Wait i feel so awkward now hhhhhj
Wth am i supposed to do

Just stand here
And do nothing
And breathe
Wait no, don't breathe

Fuck i cant breathe
And my body is frozen

Seungmin must think I'm some dumbass robot thats on crack

"You good hyunjin?"

"F-fine."

"You dont have to act all weird. My mom isn't here, shes at work."

Thank fucking god

I let out a huge sigh as i caught my breathe and sat back down on the bed.

"Wanna go get something to eat?"

"Uhh I'm not hungry but I'll still go with you,"

"Hyunjin from what i know, you haven't been hungry for the past week, your gonna eat i don't want you to starve."

I already am,

Wait when was the last time i took my pills?!
Oh yeah heh it was yesterday

Phew
Don't have to worry about a-

"Ahhh fuck!!" I cursed out loud but I don't think seungmin was too worried about that,
Cuz he was staring right at me
And his whole face was bright red
As he fell on top of me

Don't get the wrong idea, i tripped on my shoes and seungmin —in attempt to stop me from falling— fell right on top of me.

"Hey seun- WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING?!?!?????!?? I WAS JUST GONNA ASK IF YOU COULD GO TO THE STORE AND GET MILK FOR MY CEREAL AND THEN MY INNOCENT SOUL GETS DISTURBED WITH YOU TWO-"

"NO! No, no, no we aren't doing that!! No! I-i just fell! Its fine!" Seungmin immediately backed off of me and i sat up staring at what seemed like his little brother.

"Hi"

"Uhh h-hello, I'm hyunjin."

"Ohh!!! Your the dude seungmin wont shut up about! He says that your just so cute and that he wants to squeez-"

"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE THATS ENOUGH HEHE"

He said that?
I was cute?
Seungminnie thinks IM cute?!

Wow um, I'm gonna scream-
Wait no probably shouldn't do that

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KEHJSJDJDKDJXKSJNDJS PUNCH ME
I LOVE THEM SORRY
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//update; 2:58 pm//
my cats name is jiji and he's so cute- pls kill me jdjzkdhsijhjhh
Rn im listenin to "dont wanna be your girl" by wet, its an old song but a whole bop oops-