You know that feeling,
Where at some point you just want to cut but don't have any blades.
When you want to cry a fucking river but your eyes are so drained out.
When you want to hurt someone as much as they hurt you.
When you puke your only meal this week but you're so hungry.
When you want to take many pills as you can but you're too scared.
When you feel like you're dying, but your feelings feel much worse.
Yeah, that feeling... It's inside me and it's spreading.
Everything's falling apart, every precious piece in the world is breaking, everything is being destroyed and it's all my fault.
I shouldn't have even exist, life could be better without me.
"A heart that hurts is a heart that works"
Well this heart is in too much pain.
It's gonna burst...
This is no place for me. I have no reason to live, I'm not worth anything.
This generation is being past down to most little girls because of me.
Everything I do is wrong, but the little ones copy me, I'm teaching them the wrong choices. I'm teaching them the way to hell.
What's wrong with me?
~Kasiex 😒
