Jesse Anderson x reader fight imagine

part 2

1 week passed

I went home crying as always,I was a crying mess,as I went inside my house,I sat alone thinking how stupid I'm for falling for him,for thinking that he's a great guy,that he's my savior,my prince charming,it all went crashing down,I'm feeling depressed,it's 7pm and here I'm staring at nothing in particular,and crying for myself,If only I was more careful,I wouldn't have fallen for him,he fucks a whore behind my back,who knows if he fucks others? I can't take this anymore,I thought as my phone suddenly rang oh and it was none other than Jesse

I declined his call,as he kept calling me,I kept declying,he then lost hope and sent me a text,it said,"babe please you have to hear me out,I don't want us to end,I swear I'm innocent from all of this,I really am,that guy isn't me,you have to believe me please,talk to me so we can sort this out,please meet me in the broud lake,I love you too much to lose you over this".

Well who am I lying? I really want to believe him,I want to trust him,but soemthing's pushing me away,my mind is lost,I feel lost,empty,I'm sorry Jesse,I can't believe you

As time passed by,it was 10pm,okay enough depression for today,ofcourse Jesse would eventually lose hope just like I did and he'll leave the broud lake,it was our favorite place,we did many stuff there,romantic stuff,we shared beautiful,breath taking moments,we made love to eachother,we were madly deeply in love with eachother,we always went there at midnight just me and him,we kissed under the moonlight and stars,I miss those moments,I miss him,I'll have to get fresh air to clear my mind

I went to my car,turned on the engine and drove to the broud lake,as I went there I saw a guy with a blue hair,and a body that's very similar to Jesse,wait is that Jesse?!! I thought as I saw his back,he was writing on a paper as he spoke his heart out,I listened to him

"I'll miss you so much love,I feel depressed,I can't take this anymore,especially when i'm innocent from all of this,I've always loved you,I loved everything about you,you gave me a reason to live,to smile,to hope,but I lost the only sunshine of my life,I just want to tell you that I'll always love you,and I'll keep watching over you,love you forever beautiful,always keep smiling",he read it as he started crying,jesse don't cry,suddenly he jumped into the lake and stayed inside

What is he doing?!!! Don't tell me,he's trying to kill himself!!!! Omg,he just said that he'll keep watching over me,that jerk,I can't let him kill himself

I jumped into the lake as I swam deep down,I saw him,he opened his mouth as he breathed inside so he can shoke on water and die,he had a sad smile and tears in his eyes

Omg,he looks dead,this is all my fault,I should have given him a chance to explain,I hate myself,I really do,please be okay Jesse,I thought as I held him and swam to the shore,he's not breathing

I put my arms on his chest and kept pumping on his heart,I put my lips on his and give him CPR,come on jesse,please wake up,I kept doing the same thing for two minutes,his pulse is very low,it's fading away,no please,you have to stay alive,please wake up for me,please,I kissed him and gave him CPR as my tears were rolling down my face,he didn't flinch nor moved,he just can't die,no god please as I lost hope I put my face on his chest and cried in agony

"JESSEEEEEE",I Screamed as tears kept falling down

Suddenly a hand appeared on my hair and the other one was on my back,no way that's jesse

"(Y/N),why did you came to rescue me? I didn't need it",he said as I stared at him shocked

"What are you saying jesse? Ofcourse I would save you",I said as he laughed

"You saved me because you couldn't watch me kill myself,that's how you are even with strangers,you're kind",he answered as I laughed

"I saved you because I love you",I whispered so he wont hear my answer

"I love you to the moon and never back,please listen to me",he said

"I believe you",I said
"No I will explain,that blondie was in the same highschool as me,she took same classes as mine,she tried to approach me in many ways but I declined her kindly so that I wont hurt her feelings,but she kept following me,trying to kiss me,touch me,I couldn't take it anymore so I yelled at her to get away from me,she cried then left,she also took my phone number from jake a friend of mine,she threatened him to spread his girlfriend's naked body photo on every social media if he doesn't give her my phone number,she also knew that I'm dating a girl,that i'm dating you,when she found out,she took a video from porn websites made it blurry,and the guy had features just like me,so that you think it's me,she kept sending me messages so that me and you break up then maybe she gets a chance and I kept telling her to fuck off,but when you saw it that day,you thought that me and her fucked,but to be honest,I can never pay attention to someone who's sick as her;I wouldn't even cheat on you,no girl is worthy your place,you are my queen,my soul mate,I should have told you about that bitch,I just didn't because I thought that she'll eventually stop sending me fucked up stuff,if something happens in the near future,I'll tell you even if it doesn't matter,so that we wont fight over it,I'm sorry for what happened,I want to make it up to you,I love you too much,please be mine again?",he said in one breath as I stared at him in disbelief,I cried and cursed myself for thinking so low of him

"I'm truly sorry for not trusting you,I'm really ashamed of myself,I don't deserve you,you deserve way better than me,someone who would trust you with everything",I said as I got up to leave,then he suddenly took my hand pulled me onto him

"Don't apologise,you had every right to doubt me,because in that video that guy looked totally like me,there's nothing to be ashamed of,you are my girlfriend,you had to check if I was cheating on you or not,I love you baby,I want you,In fact,you deserve better than me,but I'm too selfish to let you go,to let you have someone better than me,I'm selfish for you",he said as I cried

"Don't cry love",he said as he put his thumb to wipe my tears away,"don't cry those precious tears",he said as I hit him

"DON'T YOU EVER THINK ABOUT COMITTING SUICIDE AGAIN,EVEN IF WE FIGHT,DON'T YOU EVER THINK ABOUT SUICIDE",I yelled at him as one tear rolled down his face and smiled

"I'm sorry love,I swear I wont do that again,I love you", he said

"I love you too,So much",I said as he kissed me passionately,oh those lips I have yearned for,one week was like a hell for me,I missed him,I missed his face,his body,his smell,literally everything

After 5 minutes of making out he said something that took me off guard

"Let's end this with a bang",Jesse said as I stared at him in disbelief

"Wait,oh my god,could you please be more romantic? You just destroyed our special moment with your bang",I said as he laughed

"Sorry babe,I missed you so much,and I have been yearning for your touch,for your lips and for your body,I can't stop thinking about you,I want you", he said shamelessly as I blushed

"I want you too",I answered as he began taking my clothes off.

#hey guys,would you like the next part to be lemon(dirty smut)?? If so please type yes in comments section ;)