She took my heart and left me lonely

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I've been broken, heart's contentious

I won't fix, I'd rather weep.

You've changed and I can't stand it.

You're making it hard for me.

Ugh I'm gonna cry

Stupid X. God. I love every song of his.

He turned from so angry and aggressive in his songs to so sad in them and then...he was shot.

'Shot'

I think it's a framed suicide. So many fucking evidence but no one cares to point it out. Fuck. I've spent the last ten minutes crying and listening to his songs.

Well first off I feel bad

I got a kid in trouble

So don't you know those stupid notebooks to record like

Bathroom in and out times and shit

Yeah so someone from my table went to the bathroom and he left the notebook out in the front and I was lIKE

OKAY SO THE TIME HE WENT IN WAS  9:32 RIGHT?

SO IT WAS A DOUBLE PERIOD ISH SO I JUST TOOK THE NOTEBOOK AND WROTE

10: 44 for the time he came back

It was a harmless joke and whatever

Well uh

He never found out

He did spend a while in the bathroom but not a fucking hour lolol

So today

He got in trouble cause the teacher saw and he uhm came back crying and I felt bad. He's like the person to be really scared of teachers so idk if he said something but uhm I feel bad but I don't wanna break it

Whatever

I made a friend finally :,)

So my other classmate I was talking to her and asking her what a word means in Spanish

And there's this white guy next to me and she was like

"Wait are you Spanish?"

And I just lAUGHED IM SORRY I CANT

HES LITERALLY THE MOST WHITEST LOOKING PERSON EVER. WHAT THE FUCK.

He ended up being pretty cool.

He let me guess which countries he's from and what his name is and

Swedish mixed Irish chILd :,)

Fuck he's so adorable though.

Like for example.

His name was Keller. But of course I didn't guess that. He was working on some paper and then I removed his hand and said, "your name is KellER." With emphasis on the er and gave him like a proud grin face

And he's just like

"Well you're a cheatER."

Wow that was lame

But he made it sound so cute :,)

And then he's like overdramatic type of thing like he was like

"YOUR IN 4 OF MY CLASSES AND YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME? OMG ARIA."

And then I was like dead in class so I gave no facial expression

But then he was like "Hey you know I'm joking right? Just being overdramatic you know?"

And I laughed and nodded and stuff.

Hrs gonna be lit

Fuck he's so sweet.

And then sexy Asian guy.

HE JUST SHOT ME THE CUTEST SMILE EVER

UGH :,) IN LUNCH LINE WE WERE LIKE KIND OF RACING TO GET IN LINE AND THEN I GOT THERE FIRST AND HE JUST LOOKED AT ME WITH THE CUTEST SMILE EVER BEFORE GOING BEHIND ME. MY HEART I SWEAR.

And then my stupid fucking group project

Okay so we have me. I'm the person that wants to like take over the whole project and do it myself honestly. But the problem is, I have another person in my table like that. And having two strong personalities like that clashing in into one idea nEVER WORKS OUT. I can be pretty stubborn but he is too.

Then the other person in my group is like. 'playful bully' and he calls everyone stupid but doesn't give a shit about the work and refuses to do it unless he's offered something

And this other girl who's

Pretty much useless. And just sits there singing kpop and drawing and not doing anything unless told to

Fuck it's so whack.

Yeah that's it for school.

Mkay wish me luck. Bye. Rip X ❤️❤️❤️

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