Elena days

Wednesday 8th may 1989

Im sitting on the floor, playing with my toy cars- green red and yellow. I love my cars. Im waiting momy to finish her job in room that is forbidden for me to see. She came out. - hey my little love - she picked me up and hold me close to her chest. - hey stupid whore your idiot is whaiting in corridor- said with raugh loud voice momys boss. - Ella, Ellisabet - the man from corridor came inside and huged my mother. he kiss her lips. why? Who is he? Why he looks like me, me- the older me? I dont understand. I wanted to ask buth my voice didnt agree with my toughts. Momy puts me on floor again and she then goes to a room with that man and her boss. After a whyle I hear momy screaming. I oppened the door of the room and I see momy crying and screaming on the floor. In front of her is the man that kissed her lips- the man that looks like older me, layng on the flor and not moving. above his head is momys boss with a silver pipe in his hand. - now he really is a bastard, your son doesent have a father anymore- said momys boss.

Two days later

Momy is sleeping. I try to wake her up, but she is steal sleeping. she is so cold. I took a big blencket and put it on her.
4 hours later
Im hungry. -momy, momyy wake up im hungry- why is she sleeping so long. Mabe she is tired too much. Suddendly I hear door oppening. I hide myself unther the table. momys boss he came inside. He looked at momy and started laughing. - haha you stupid whore, finally death- than he looked at me and whith a big Smile on his face went out of the room. I heard the key turning- he locked us here. I try to wake up momy again. buth nothing. she cant be what that man said, she cant be dead. Why would she leave me alone. why?

2 days later

Im looking in the fridge what i can eat. mabe I can eat this cheese with blue fur. And ill take this brown water from bucket.

After 5 more days

I eat icy green beans but now i feal sick. my tommy hearts. Im alone and scared. I lay next to momy and put the blencket on me too. Im soo cold.
Suddendly somone opened the door. people in white came inside. Im too sleepy I cant see them...