These Words, Those Doors.

I Miss You.

I miss you.
Do I really?,
or is it just my püssy talkin'.
Nah it's me,
one thing you can do for me,
just come back to me and free me.
But damn, I'm getting my hopes up
try to move on but I'm stuck,
you my high take me all the way up.
Shit got real now,
and I came crashing down.
The wall, that wall, these walls to high,
try to climb but you won't let.
Outside your door,
but you won't let me in.
Ha guess I deserve it yeah,
Damn we used to rhyme,
said we'd stay till the end of time
that you'll always be mine.
But I fücked up yeah
never had patience as a virtue,
and you think my love ain't true.
You see how it went
read it once, twice you'll catch me again.
But you won't.
No you can't.
Same thing right?,
cause in the end you won't know I miss you,
and you can't come back.
I want you here but you ain't,
you there, where?, everywhere,
But fück I just want you here.
Now it's you nïgga,
said I wouldn't, can't see you,
but yet you're here.
Why you and not him?
I don't want, I crave,
but no I wont, won't cave.
Options but which to choose,
love and lust
Like picking between drugs and booze
either way you still gon' lose.
Are you still down?
Or you got up and left,
left a seat open for him
I won't take it.
I feel you always did,
but Fate chose for me to get.
I want you now, today and forever.
Facts not opinions.
Walkin' in a wasteland,
and they don't understand...
meant to stay that was the plan,
And DAMN! I miss you.
Your kiss, those lips,
Your hands, that touch
it's gone now but temporarily.
Why nïgga?
Cause you still my baby,
And I miss you my boo,
My Blue, My Zulu.😢🔵

Author's  Note:
😢😢😢.
I cried so hard when writing this...this was the hardest one I had to write and reading it again just broke my heart but we're back now......for good😊.

~ RxR♡

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