Who am I Anyways?

Chapter Two

The whole class period I just kept my head down, even when Sage tried to get me to look at her. she kept trying to pass me notes, and it is usually me who passes notes, I felt bad for ignoring her but I just did not want to risk seeing him. Call me childish but I knew if he smiled at me and showed me his dimples, or if i even got a glimpse of his bright blue eyes two things might happen. I might explode or I might fall back into his trap. This whole day has gone to absolute crap.

Before the bell could even ring I was running out of the classroom and to my dorm room. i figured missing classes wont be too bad. At least I thought I was gonna miss class. Sage came running in yelling at me

" YOU CANNOT LET HIM HAVE THE UPPERHAND! YOU CANNOT LET HIM GET TO YOU ELIZABETH GRACE HARBOR!!!!!!!!!"

" I know Sage I know, but I just cannot sit there with him acting like he is as hurt as I am. I knew that if I even caught a glimpse of his bright blue eyes I would either A- I would have exploded or B- I would have fallen back into his trap nd believed every lie he threw at me." I said right back key word said I was kind enough not to yell. Sage just stood there and looked at me, I was very confused until she just grabbed me and bear hugged me.

" It's okay Elizabeth. We are gonna message our professors and tell them that we are not feeling well and we are gonna lay in bed in our P.J.s while watching whatever movie we want and eating junk food. We will then proceed to cry if we want and maybe even sleep the day away." Sage whispered in my ear. I knew that she really meant it because she never skips class and I could not be happier that she would do that for me. I did not want to risk seeing HIM. Life was so much easier when no one notices you.

It was an amazing rest of the day. Sage and I did exactly what she said. We watched Breakfast at Tiffany's, Sebrina, Cinderella, the cartoon not the new one, The Lion King during this movie Sage fell asleep. While she slept I laid there thinking of the bright blue eyes that looked a little dull today, and the perfect jaw line that has haunted me so many times. Maybe I can just transfer or maybe I could just run away and change my name and looks. I guess the pain will still be there. I vow that tomorrow I will take on the challenge of seeing HIM. I will act like he dose not even exist. I can do this. I will be brave.

****Authors Note****

Thank you so much for reading my book. I cannot wait to see how this story unfolds with each chapter.

XOXO,

StayTrue97