Y/N's POV
Yoongi left with a note. A freaking note that says I should be happy and he'll be waiting in Korea for me.
What's that even for? I feel like I did something wrong but I just don't know what it was.
I stayed another month in the Philippines and decided to come back in Korea.
Coming back in Korea was a little refresher for me, specially now that I will debut as an additional member of BTS. I missed them. Like so freaking much, but I still have doubts. I was advised by Jin's drinking habits with Yoongi, and god knows how much guilt I was feeling.
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I was offered to live with the boys again but I declined it. It would be awkward for everyone if ever that will happen again, and I doubt that I will like that.
I decided to grab a light breakfast on a cafe near my apartment.
I was falling in line to give my order but I'm shocked to see Jin standing before me after he's done giving his order. He looks surprised as well but ignored it and showed me a half smile.
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I don't remember why I decided to join Jin in his booth after giving my order. Now I'm stuck with this awkward deafening silence. I can even catch him stealing glances at me as if he wanted to say something but chose to just keep quiet.
Y/N: H-How are you ?
I managed to say even if I stuttered. I just can't bare with the silence that I decided to just talk to him.
I saw him rolled his eyes and scoffed. Damn, how did he even managed to look cute in that ?
Jin: I'm okay. You?
He said awkwardly. I lowered my head upon hearing how he tried to sound casual.
Jin: All I want is a peaceful breakfast, you know.
He said sarcastically. I suddenly lift my head to look at him.
Y/N: I just wanted to join you. Was that bad?
I answered him with innocence but he's pissed. I can sense that but hell I care. I'm already here and I just needed to suck up my situation.
Jin: Why ?
Y/N: What do you mean why ? Do i need to have a reason to join you in breakfast ?
I rolled my eyes.
Jin: Last time I checked, you broke up with me. I don't see any reason why you have to join me. How could you do this to me? I'm fine. I thought I was, but now ? I don't know.
I was taken aback by how he said it. A mixed up of sadness and pain can obviously be felt in his voice.
Y/N: Sorry.
It was all that I could say. He didn't respond, instead he looked outside.
I just decided to take my meal. He deeply sighed and took his breakfast.
Jin: I'm sorry too. I'm just stressed. I'm just concerned about a few things and can't stop thinking about it. I really don't feel good with you being the 8th member, not that you were my ex or whatsoever. I just ... I don't know. I don't really like the idea of the management.
I look up to him and he was still looking outside.
Jin: Its just sketchy you know. I feel like they are just using you.
He continued. I just hummed in confusion.
Y/N: I don't know. Now that you said it. It might really be a bad idea.
