Waking up late in the morning is not anything new to me, when u went you have been going to bed at around 1am. Am I ruining my health? well, that's not something I would realize until it's too late. Every thing sure seems easy In the eye of spectator. Its funny how people are so envious to others, yet no one understands what one has been through. We people sure are blessed with the power to only see good and find justice for everything in their favor.
"ohhhhh! I need to get out of bed now."
As usual, the first thing I would do is put on my specs and reach out my hand for my phone. But wait! what exactly do I expect to see in my phone every morning. If it's that "Goodmorning" text from that special person then I doubt if I have any. Well, here goes nothing.
*looks at the phone screen*
10 notification..... That's rare, but then out of them eight were just out of game notification and some had actually texted me. That was a surprise but nevermind. Soo here comes the most boring and struggling part of the day "waiting for food". Foody?? I think yeah cause the voice of a girl I looked up to calling me a hungry dragon still rings in my mind. Thinking about that now feels dumb cause that person don't care anymore. Umm, lets skip this topic.
Gosh! I have a feeling its gonna turn out to be a boring day. Lets call a friend to my place. he is the only one I have around since childhood. I often wonder how he got stuck with a antisocial brat like me. Well. I got another friend too but he lives far away but those two are some one I can always relay on.
*calls friend*
"-sorry, I am going out with parents" - was the very moment I knew it would be another lonely day.
Going on through the day, I m left with only my thoughts and when you are lonely, that's the exact time when all those negative vibes and regretful memories haunt you...
-thinking about my life
