The Complicated!

Chapter 2~

I loved him, and he loved me. Thats what mattered. Cameron looked hesitant at first. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked. I looked at him and gulped. Of course I did. Didnt I?

When I didnt answer, he went over to me, wrapping his big arms around my body in comfort. "You know, I heard doing it in the shower is supposedly less scary." he said I smiled against his chest and nodded. I hope it was true. Then he added " You get wet faster". and I couldnt stop laughing.

Cameron hooked his arms under my knees and picked me up bridal style. I felt shaky, but as he looked down at me and smiled, that nervousness went away. I felt ready. I was ready.

Cam turned the shower on and let it heat up. Meanwhile we undressed each other. He started pulling off my shirt and unclasped my bra, i pulled his shirt up and started kissing him passionatley. The shower was ready by then and he clikmbed in first. I took a deep breath and stepped in after him. Cam grabbed my thighs and pushed me against the shower wall. He started doing way more than I ever knew could happen and from there i knew i had gone all the way with someone i loved and someone i knew loved me too.

"That was incredible!" Cameron said. "Yea it was!" i said surprised that it didnt hurt one bit. "You know that theory was right it really didnt hurt that much." i said with a small smirk. "I love you!" He said giving me a kiss. " I love you too." I said drifting into sleep.

The next morning I woke up really sore. Lucky me I had Cameron. "Cam, can you please bring me pain pills and a glass of water please?" "Did I do that to you?" He asked with a smirk on his face. "Ha-ha! Just bring me the pills please!" Laughing I grabbed the pills and the glass from his hands. After a while I got up to make us breakfast. I thought of making chocolate chip pancakes and hash browns.

"Is that what I think It is?" Cameron asked as I put his pancakes on the table. "Yea, babe eat up!"

"Why do I love you so much?" He said out of the nowhere. "I don't know, maybe it's because I'm the only one who actually knows what you like." I said with a huge smile. "Cam, I've been thinking... Is it okay if I go home and spend some time with my family?" "That's cool. But I'm going to check up on you sometimes." He said winking.

Before I left I grabbed the clothes I brought, kissed Cameron and drove off. As I drove off I couldn't stop thinking about last night, how did I forget to use a condom? How could I be so stupid. Was I? Or did I give myself right? What if I got pregnant? As that question came to mind I froze. I'm 18, if I got pregnant my dad would really kill me. College would be ruined, would Cameron stay with me? Would he help with the trouble that could happen? Well right now I'm safe.