She loved mysteries so much that she became one
~unknown
I was always used to 3 different types of emotions the only emotions my mind and body could produce hatred,loneliness and guilt my parents died because of me my grandfather hated her own granddaughter because she was the course of his daughters death and her own parents death I was taken in by him because I was the last descendent of our family generation were would all of our fortune go to and family wealth I was the last who could produce more heirs for this family and I was the reason I was the last generation so I've been told by my grandfather he needed something or someone to take out his grief frustration which is me of course he never physically heart me he was a dignified man he wasn't always so cold and I wasn't always so mysterious once upon time I leaved in a big mansion that looked similar to a castle I still do its our family home that was passed on from generations but the difference between now and then is now its so lonely you'd assume a black cloud of emotions lives around it hopefully I'll find my mate and make my grandfather proud that's all he wanted from me but I never wanted a mate or the emotion to love I was and still am used to the 3 emotions I feel I don't think they will ever go away I don't expect them to anyway
I was currently standing on the balcony of my room looking at the green that surrounding the tall and proud gate of the mansion how I always wondered what was beyond the gates that many guards protected with their dear life's rounding the perimeters making sure there's no danger I always found myself wondering what are they exactly protected and always found myself here in my free times I could stand just staring at nothing in particular all day what a waste of time Beth would say and she'd carry on bantering how I could be living exploring enjoying my youth days than locking myself up here In my room well I find peace and security here I'd find myself say I never spoke to anyone only Beth and grandpa some would assume I'm mute and I liked it that way once you start talking they start questioning they assume your an open person and then the questions would follow after you speak the truth judgment would follow then guilt and self hatred I crossed that road many years ago wouldn't want to do it again so I decided if I never wanted to be more hurt than I already was I would hide everything that came with the package of being Alice Isabella Rosemary Vanderbelt the girl with so many secrets they say the eyes are the windows to a person's soul and sadly my eyes held many emotions and by staring at them you'd get a glimpse of who I am many would say the dark blue pools say so much then they become interested and want to know more than they already do so you may think I'm foolish but its how I deal with the pain but it wasn't enough they'd know I was in pain so hiding was the option I took
"Alice!"
"Could I please come in"
"Yes you may' I found myself saying without even realizing part of being me was being in a different universe
Beth came in standing in front of my door
"Are you alright I've been calling you for who knows how long you worry me so much one day I'll find myself having a heart attack"she said "anyways dinner is ready and your grandfather wants to speak to you "
"I'll be there in a few mins" I said and she turned and left
I walked through the main hall and down the grand stairs to the dinning room opening the door I slip in and found my grandfather sitting at the head of table
"Evening Papa"
"Evening Alice how was your day I have some news for you"
"Quit pleasant"
A lie
My day is never pleasant but he doesn't have to know that his got a lot on his plate not literally though but I'm sure you get what I'm saying
"Alice are you listening"
"Sorry"
"Well I was saying that we will be having some visitors tomorrow and I want you to stay far away from them most are looking for brides and they are quit dangerous"
I barely come out of my room so I'm sure I won't be bumping into any of them unless they got lost and end up where I may be
"Who are these dangerous visitors" I find myself asking curiosity uggh did I have to ask never mind I wish I could say cut that I don't want to know
But that would be quit rude so I wait for an answer
"Alpha's" he said
What would they be doing here its probably nothing good those alpha's can be so arrogant and territorial
"Are their Luna's coming to"
Of course they are coming those men are too possessive to leave their females they need something to calm their beasts my inner voice says
That's the other reason to my dislike on alpha's I feel like their mates are there to bear pups for them calm their beasts and clean after them poor luna's
"Yes I guess so"
"And the alpha king is joining he was the one who suggested we do the meeting here we didn't want people knowing of the gathering of all the alpha's its going to last two days if I see there's not a lot of tension you could join and learn a few things "
This made me more interested I wanted to know now I wonder what the meeting will be about I've never been in a room full of alpha's but I've met a few and never liked any of them
Dinner was served and we ate in silence until I excused myself and went to bed
