The only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change even when everything else does even if those people in your memories are no more they never change
~uknown
"She keeps staring out the window all day doing nothing but staring apart from that there's nothing else she does" Mr Vanderbelt I don't think we can help her its all up to her"
'What are you trying to say doctor he said aggressively you can't do your god damn job that's what you saying"
"She's going through depression"
"I don't give a damn fix her help her she's my god damn granddaughter I don't pay you for nothing "
"I'm sorry sir but there's not much I can do "
"She's only 13 she's so young and innocent I just want her back to her actual self"
"Alice say something sweety" he whispered so soft you'd think he was talking to himself
Nothing came out of my mouth and I wish I could comfort him but I was being selfish and trying to hide my feelings and pain and couldn't find the strength or words to comfort him
End of flashback
Sometimes I wonder is there a difference from then and now yes there is I try to convince myself I'm a bit open now but is there an actually difference from then and now I've made progress that's for sure I've grown I'm certain about that
The alpha's are coming today some have already arrived with their mates and beta's
I was currently combing my long golden blonde hair deciding to put it into a high ponytail I wear a navy dark dress that reaches 2 fingers from my knees it was a very appropriate dress and wear a denim jacket on top with my white converses my outfit was very simple but cute
A knock on the door interrupts me
"Miss Alice breakfast is ready one of the mansion maids say"
"Okay I'll be there"
Applying labella on my rosy lips I walk out of my room doors walking to the dinning room for breakfast
While walking down different hallways until I get to the main hallway different scents hit my noise mostly coming from the conference room I guess the meeting has began Turing the opposite direction I slip through the double doors and eat my breakfast alone in silence
"Alice"
Only two people call me by my name my grandfather and Beth and the voice u just heard sounds like Beth
"Yes Beth"
"Did you finish your breakfast I'll ask the maids to clean it up oh and your grandfather said you could join the meeting the coast is clear its about to begin so you better hurry dear those alpha's don't like late comers"
"Okay and thanks I'll be on my way now"
Standing up I leave the room going straight to the conference room when I reach the 2double doors I smell an amazing scent it smells like the woods after it has rained so soothing and calming its addicting I want to smell more of it and I don't think I'll ever get enough
I find myself turning the doorknob and entering the room to be greeted by buff men wearing suits
One nan in particular caught my attention he was wearing a black suit his body was built and he was very tall maybe towering a foot from my height
He put every other guy in the room to shame he looked like a model no cut that out he looked like a Greek god
With his dark brown hair and forest green eyes high cheek bones plumb lips a has line that could cut glass his eyes don't get me started about the mysterious nabs eyes so much emotion twirling in those eyes he was like a magnet and I was the silver or iron whichever you prefer
And he said the one word I've dreaded to hear my whole life with a possessive,demanding husky voice
I couldn't believe what he said was he lying why would he
My wolf wanted to come out for the first time in so many years because of this particular man what's so special about him that my wolf appeared out of the blazing flames in my mind
Maybe he was not mistaken or maybe he was
Why did I feel drown to a stranger I thought strangers meant danger
I've never felt like this and I did not like it
What happened to the 3 emotions Alice don't forget I reminded my own heart and mind I'm so strange
The words no a word in particular he said a word that meant a lot in the werewolf world a very important word that is never played with only said if meant
A word that is expressed a word that seals two beings fate I'm sure you know this word I'm scared to say this word I'm scared that its all real that I've found my other half the missing peaces to my soul,heart,mind and body
I've found my so called
