The Singer And The Drummer || andtrick/pandy

Great To Shit.

I'm in the kitchen eating breakfast with J, Joe, Andy, and Ruby. Well she is drinking her formula. But Andy made homemade vegan waffles.

"dude these waffles are fucking amazing! " said Joe.

" dude! 5 year old in here, what what you say! " I said wiping some crumbs away from my mouth. I look at J. She just starring at her plate. It's empty but she seems pretty focus on it.

" dude I don't think she even her him" said Andy look at her.

"is she okay? " said Joe

" I think I know what she is doing, don't worry " I said. I shake her arm and she looks at me emotionless.

" What? " she said.

" whatcha thinking about? " I asked her.

" stuff, daddy" she said and got up. We watched her put the plate in the sink and walk upstairs. I looked at Joe and Andy.

"it's okay guys. I know what she is doing. She is fine. I did it to when I was her age. " I said smiling.

" What the hell are you talking about? " said Joe.

" when I was her age. I used to stare at stuff. If someone would touch me and get me back to reality. I would just go up to my room and play my guitar and sing. She does it too. But she plays the Ukulele instead. When I stare I was thinking about lyrics. She might be. I don't know. " I explained.

" wow " said Joe.

" Awesome " said Andy smiling.

I laugh. I put mine, Andy, Joe's plates in the sink and walked into the living room. Andy came out with Ruby in his hands and sat next to me.

" do you see uncle PattyCakes? " he coed to Ruby. She babbled and laughed.

Joe was in the kitchen still. J is in her room playing her Ukulele. Andy and I are talking to Ruby. Life is good. Joe found a apartment and we are going to help him move tomorrow. He working on the divorce papers and custody papers too.

Joe came out and sat in the chair. He sighed. He got up again and walked upstairs. I told Andy I'm going to get dress. I walk upstairs and J's door is cracked opened some. She is laying on the floor with her ukulele. She playing. It's a cute little song she made. She hums to it too. I open the door more and walk in and lay down next to her. She looks at me and back to the ceiling.

"dad" she said quite

"Julie" I said.

"Can I go to Bronx's and play? " she asked.

" sure but it depends on what Pete is doing. Okay? " I said.

" Okay. " she said. I kissed her cheek and said "love you, J"

"love you too Daddy" she said. I got up and walk to my room and change clothes. T-shirt, jeans, glasses, socks and shoes, and a old Tucker Hat. I grabbed my phone and called Pete. He said she can come.

I walk down stairs and see Joe and Andy kissing. I stood there shocked. I see Andy's eyes and Joe's closed. Andy pushed him away.

"the hell Joe! " he yelled and they saw me. I know Andy didn't like it. Maybe he did! Said my bad side of my head.

" Patrick I can explain! " said Andy. Joe just sat there mumbled sorry over and over. I ran. I ran upstairs into my room and locked the door. I started breathing heavy, knowing a panic attack coming upon me. Then a knock came to the door.

" daddy? " said J. I opened the door. I see J and Andy. I picked up J and walked to the door. I stopped.

" daddy. It's not his fault. Don't leave. " said J. I turned around and to look at Andy.

" you promise. " I said.

" I-I didn't do it. He pulled me in " Andy said but I interrupted him..

" you promise, Andrew!!! I saw it all. You both had your eyes closed and everything. The hell!!" I sat J down on the floor "if you didn't want me. You just had to say it. Not fuck with my damn emotions! I thought you cared about me, I thought you loved me. But no. You just wanted Joe. Well guess what! You can have him! I done with you!" I cried.

Andy ran up to me. He grabbed my face and kiss me. I pull away.

"Stop-"

"don't leave. I had my eyes closed because I have a headache and he just grabbed my face and started kissing me. I didn't kiss back I swear. Please don't go" he explained. I nod.

"I won't but he will. " I said. I picked up J.

" I'm going to drop Julie off at Pete's and you can help Joe get packed up and moved. I need a drink. I'll be back later " I said and walked out the door and we drove to Pete's.