What is it God? What is that you can't let me be successful for once? It is because of everything I've lied about it secretly broken? What's wrong? Why do others do nothing and are successful but I work my ass off and write and make videos study be nice. And what the hell do i get? JACK SHIT! I get it I should be happy that I have all my friends and family and everything else but. It hurts ya know? It hurts to see others be so fucking successful doing whatever they love and yet....I can't do anything. I'm just kinda maybe salty at this. But idk, I'm not that important I guess. I try to say it'll all pay off but it hasn't and I'm getting tired of it. I'm just gonna give up
