Dancer

21

We had another interview today about our past and upcoming performances. We planned on discussing about the depth of meaning behind our dance.

That's what they planned but I was working on making sure I would be ready to leave in time to get there!

I rushed into the first outfit I found on my bedroom floor, urgh story of my life to be honest. I wore this:

I didn't do anything to my hair and only put minimal amounts of concealer on my face to help how self conscious I felt today.

I ran to meet the others and made it almost in time, I was delayed a few minutes looking for my phone.

I went to BTS' dorm with Jen and Lily who were also a bit late.

Obviously it goes without saying that everyone made jokes when I got there late... AGAIN.

But everyone got over it as we got into the van on the way to our interview.

I sat next to Jungkook and for the entirety of the duration there, we talked about our new duet we are in the process of making.

'I like what we have so far but I think we need a lift or something to really surprise the audience, Bajj what do you think?' Jungkook asked.

'Completely agree Kook, I like our style but it needs more choreography that we do together like physically rather than just in sync.' I added.

'Yeah, for example I don't like this bit,' he started, playing the video of our duet we previously recorded.

'You're right to be fair, it'd look better if we did more soft dynamics there too,' I stated.

Before we could talk anymore, we arrived at the venue and walked in.

There was a man in a sophisticated suit that talked to our manager about times and other important stuff.

We all just followed him and our orders.

'Okay, you're not on for another hour so they said you can wait on the second floor. There's a studio, gaming room and canteen. Don't have too much fun boys and girls.' PD-Nim joked.

We all ran upstairs to see the awesomeness that awaited us.

Taehyung, Jen, Jimin, Rosie, RM and Ellie went into the gaming room.

J-hope, Emily, Suga, Mary, Jin and Lily went for food so Jungkook and I decided to go to the studio and work on our duet.

He plugged his iPhone into the speaker and we began rehearsing.

We were currently extending the floor section part where he lies over me and does some cool shit.

Not gonna lie though, the distance between us made it a bit awkward.

'Okay, so do you mind if I do this,' JK questioned as he like put his hand out and rolled over me.

'Yeah that's pretty sick,' I replied.

He came back and tried to do it again but he lost his balance and fell on top of me.

He used his strong arms to steady himself but stayed in the same position, trapping my body beneath his toned one.

'K-Kookie,' I stuttered, not even knowing what I was going to say.

'Bajj, have I ever told you how stunning you look without makeup on?' He whispered, staring right into my eyes.

My heart began to fasten to an unhealthy rate as I just stuttered once again, 'I-I Umm-'

'The fact you're nervous shows we have real chemistry you know?' He smirked.

'I'm not nervous, I'm f-fine.' I mentally screamed at myself for being blatantly nervous.

'Shall we test my theory my baby Bajj?~' he started but before I could even answer, he leaned in and kissed me full on the lips.

In a way, I wasn't surprised. I felt like I had been waiting for this.

The kiss was short-lived though which was sad, I missed his soft plump lips already, so I lifted myself and kissed him myself for a second time.

He didn't seem phased at all and began to deepen the kiss by laying me down fully and running his hand in my hair.

But our kiss was cut short as Mary called us through the door to say it was time for the interview now.

Jungkook got up off of me and offered me a hand up, I politely took it but legged it away before he could say anything about what just happened.

Throughout the interview, I had been ignoring Jungkook to the best of my abilities. I was too scared to talk to him right now.

'So (Y/N), you and Jungkook appeared to be particularly close for a while, should we expect another relationship soon?' This Australian man joked.

'I don't think (Y/N) should answer such a personal question in an interview about dance.' Jungkook interrupted.

'Oh sorry ahah, you're right! I was just reading fan questions, they seemed to be intrigued about it is all.' He answered a little cautiously due to his mistake.

'We aren't a couple aha...' I mumbled really awkwardly.

Why am I such an introvert.

However, after I said that, I couldn't help but feel disappointed in what I said.

Maybe I did like him for real and wanted to be a couple?

I looked at JK who was already smiling at me, his eyes looked a bit sad though.

We should really talk about it... But tomorrow's my birthday...