the rhythm of your heart

six.

       — smut warning —
(also ps, in this fanfic, demi is only 18! so she's not gross or anything for hooking up with a 17 year old hannah)

      I woke up...somewhere unrecognizable. I check my phone and the light it produces almost blinds me, but the time says 1:46 am. I feel a pressure on the left side of the bed I'm laying on and see Demi laying next to me, passed out asleep. My breath catches in my throat and I carefully scoot away from the sleeping girl. I somehow feel like a creep because I'm in Demi's hotel room, or house? I'm not exactly sure at this point where I am. I remember falling asleep in Demi's car but not anything beyond that point. I check my text messages and see a couple from my mom, but my head starts pounding as soon as I try to respond to them. I quickly shut off my phone and press my fingers into my temples, trying to alleviate some of the pain. I groan quietly, accidentally, and Demi stirs next to me.

"Hannah?" Demi says sleepily, "Are you okay?"

I exhale and whisper "Yes."

Demi sighs contently and wraps her arm around my side. My eyes shoot open and I'm very confused. I'm not sure what she's doing but it's very relaxing.

'You know Demi can feel how fucking fat you are, right?'

I squeeze my eyes shut and clench my hands at my sides.

"Han? Are you okay?" Demi asks, flipping so we're now nose to nose.

I nod carefully, not wanting to bump into her, because we're so close and

one
wrong
move
could

Suddenly our lips are smashed together, and I'm not sure where Demi's mouth begins and where my mouth ends. We are one person at this moment and I'm not sure what's happening but I don't mind it. Demi's tongue presses at my lips for entrance and I give it to her in a second. All too soon, the kiss is over, and I'm left staring at a wide eyed Demi Lovato.

"I'm so sorry, Hannah. I really don't know why I did that-"

I cut her off by kissing her again, and yet this time it's my tongue that's begging to touch hers and she's the one who allows it. We kiss for what feels like hours and hours but when I pull away it's only 2:05 am. We look at each other and laugh to each other before she presses another chaste kiss to my lips and I melt in her hands. I almost completely forget about my mom and Bree and everything that has ever been wrong with me. I can almost forget all of that bad shit has happened to me. I deepen the kiss and she props herself up on her elbows. I adjust my body to face her better and my knee brushes against her and she moans into the kiss. That intensifies our breathing and she grabs my hair to pull me closer to her.

I would be content with kissing and nothing more but Demi has other ideas. Using her free hand to pull me impossibly closer to her, she moves her hand to the waistband of my pants. I nod quickly into the kiss, not caring about the repercussions of what is about to happen. I'm just 17, horny, and kind of drunk.

"Wait, I'm not taking advantage of you am I?" Demi asks, concern evident in her voice.

"No." I say breathily.

Demi takes my answer as the truth and she moves her hand back to my waistband, and she starts being shy. She dances her fingers around the waistband on my panties but won't dip her fingers into my underwear and I get impatient. I use my hand to go to her waist and she eagerly nods. Using her nodding to my advantage I attach my lips to her neck and move my hand into her underwear. Sucking on her pulse point, I test the waters with my fingers, seeing if what I'm doing is okay. She breathes heavily, and pushes my fingers into her for me. She moans unabashedly as I curl my fingers inside of her and I use her moans as my incentives to keep going. I leave little love bites around her neck and I keep curling my fingers to make her feel good. Through her moans, her pants of 'Fuck' and my name make it through her perfect lips. I start kissing her lips when I feel her fingers messing with my underwear, trying to pleasure me.

I lift my body up so Demi can start fingering me and I almost cum as she touches me. I use my thumb to circle the older girls clit and she cums onto my fingers HARD. Her fingers lazily move around inside of me as she reaches her climax, and as she moans my name I reach mine as well.

When she's done, I take my hand out of her pants and lick my fingers clean, tasting her sweet release.
Demi kisses me again, before whispering, "Bed time.", and I fall asleep in her arms.