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hi, this is something i wrote over three years ago at the age of twelve. since then, my writing skills have developed, respectfully, so this can just serve as a reflection of my past works.

i understand that this story is extremely controversial, and you may not like it, it's very dark and depressing. this serves as a trigger warning as well. this story contains sexual assault, rape, kidnapping, abuse, thoughts of suicide, self harming, and murder. and in no way am i glorifying any of it. even writing this, i had been a victim of sexual abuse; this was something i used as a coping mechanism, if that makes sense. i wanted to put a story out there made by someone who has experienced something that made them feel so weak inside, someone who knows what it's like to be in some kind of position like that. not to this extreme degree, of course because it doesn't happen often.

i tried my best at researching, for that story. i watched multiple documentaries about victims of kidnapping, autobiographies, interviews, etc. i tried to make it as realistic as possible. i really just want to push the idea that i, in no way, am making this story out to be offensive to victims of sexual abuse or kidnapping.

again if you're very sensitive to rape, murder, explicit thoughts of suicide and self harm, abuse, death, this story is not for you.

— sept 28, 2018; 23:08

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