Part 15- Scared

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Y/n's Pov

He can't stop hurting me that i got scared whenever im around him and from now on i start to obey him start making meals for him in the right time so that i won't get hurt again, i won't have bruises again, i won't cry again, ive have been doing those things since Monday i hate seeing him going home with hickeys with messy hair with unbotton or messy clothes and with that cold face i Want the old Jungkook back... But the baby... The baby is still fine as always i still didnt get any baby bump from my stomach

Today Jungkook was out as usual of course he'll go to Angela's place but his on honeymoon with Angela at America and i found myself in the room crying silently curling myself into a ball
and after i calm myself down i wash my face and decided to call the girls since i miss them so much

Facetime

Lisa:Hello Y/n!,How are you?

Y/n:Oh i'm fine as usual

I put on my fake smile

Lisa:Unnies! Y/n is here!

Jennie:Hi Y/n!

Jisoo:Hello Y/n!

Rosé:Hi Y/n!

Y/n:Hi Girls i miss you soo much!

Blackpink:We miss you too!

Y/n:So..how's the idol life?

Jisoo:It was great!, I've had alot of fun being an idol!

Rosè, Jennie, And Lisa:Us too!

Y/n:Im happy with you guys

Jennie:How's you and Jungkook

Y/n:W-we are fine we did alot together we go to our honeymoon and we had alots of fun!

I Lied

Rosé:That's good to hear

YG:Girls!,C'mon the fanmeeting is starting!

Jisoo:Oh Y/n we have to go now bye!

Blackpink:Bye Y/n take care!

Y/n:Bye take care too!

End Of Facetime

I close my phone after facetiming with them

Y/n:I sigh "I don't really know what to do in this house,To be honest being home alone kinda sucks its so boring in here"I said to myself "Maybe i should clean the house while Jungkook was with Angela at America he did say that they are staying there for 2 weeks"I said getting a broom and start cleaning

After your done cleaning you walk to the living room and watch K-Drama

Y/n:"Yah! Kiss her it's your time to shine c'mon you love her so kiss her!" I said to the television showing a boy that like a girl and leans over closer to her lips and the two characters kiss as you start fangirling "YEAH THAT'S RIGHT YOU LOVE HER SHE LOVES YOU!"

And i didn't realise a tear escape from my eye seeing them being together happily want that to happened to my life too with... Jungkook

I sigh and turned off the television i look at the time and it was 12:30 pm i got up and went to the kitchen to make one simple dinner called Ramen noodles after i cook them and walk to the dinning room and sat on the table as i start eating them

After i ate them i brought them to the kitchen and wash the dishes i walk to the fridge and grab a can of Coca Cola and drank them in one gulp and throw it to the trash bin walking out of the kitchen and got upstairs going to my room i walk in and start doing my night routine after i did my night routine i walk to my bed and finally lay there resting my tired body

Y/n:I sigh "That was a rough day,im so tired...."And then after i said that i drifted to sleep

Morning

I woke up and got up from my bed heading to the bathroom to do my morning routine this time im wearing a hoodie and sweat pants to be more comfortable, i walk downstairs and start cooking breakfast

I finish eating breakfast and wash them, i head to the living room and watch some movies, The movie ended sadly because the main character died while the other main characters cried

(A/n:Lol this is made up i dont even know some titles of movies that had a sad ending)

Y/n:"Not everyone has a happy ending"I said looking sadly at the television completely emotionless

I get up walking to my room to get my phone, i open my phone and watch all the photos of us..all those happy memories i miss, i look at my bruises and scars and a tear drop fall down my knee but...Why am i crying? Tears can't stop falling down and i wanted them to stop falling

Y/n:"Why am i crying?"I ask myself

I sigh and ask myself inside my thought

'Why Does Love Hurts?'

2 Weeks Later

Finally Jungkook is back i was happy to see him but is he happy to see me too? Well obviously not becasue his cold face shows it all

'But today wasn't the best day when he gave me a piece of paper...'

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