Please don't leave me [Climbing Class]

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Warning: Contains suicidal thoughts,depression,risk of suicide and is pretty Angsty

Josh's POV

Is been a year since the incident and all my friends never even bothered to visit me,they probably hate me,I mean who wouldn't,I hate myself to.They are all probably parting without me and laughing,they all secretly hate me that's why they didn't invite me.Because I am a worthless human being,that shouldn't be living.They don't even care about my sisters death,they never did...

I stood up from my bed and walked towards the bathroom to prepear myself for the day.As I finish I looked in the mirror,the person I'm looking at is noting like they looked like from before.They had bags under their eyes due to the lack of sleep,scars on their arms,messy hair and they looked very pale.I sighed,because I knew that  person was me,I look absolutely disgusting.

"You're so pathetic,of course you look disgusting you have always had,I would kill myself If I ever saw you!",the voice said in pure disgust.

Hannah...,no...noo..nooo this can't be happening not again.The last thing I wanted is to be insulted from my sisters.

"Josh you know that your  horrible right?, You hurt people,you killed us Josh,you never cared!"

"No Hannah,Beath,I do!,I never wanted this,I never wanted you to die,please stop...", I say as I put my hands to my head,trying to stop the voices in my head.

"No Josh!,you deserve all of this,you don't deserve love,you don't deserve friends,why can't you understand!,you are noting but trouble.

"Stop..."I pleaded,at this point I'm on the floor rocking back and fourth,crying my eyes out.

"YOU DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING,YOU SHOULD JUST KILL YOURSELF!"

I froze,I thought about it,the idea doesn't sound bad,if I did kill myself the pain would stop and I won't have to live anymore.I would be free and everyone would finally be happy that I'm gone.

I ran down to the kitchen quickly searching the cabinet for anything sharp.As I was searching,my eyes landed on an object,a knife.I smiled and grabbed the object gripping it tightly.I took a deep breath and slowly exhaled,this is it,if I die at this moment everything will end,my existence would be gone.I slowly brang the knife up to my chest,where my heart was,and as I was about to stab myself,I heard a noise.

I turned my head and looked towards the direction that it came from,it was my phone...,but why?,no one would bother to text me or anything.I sighed and walked towards the table where my phone was,I gently placed the knife down and picked up my phone.As I saw who texted I was in complete shock.

"Hi Josh,Is been awhile since we talked,how have you been?"

I stared at the phone,I felt my anger boiled inside me,how have you been!?!?!,seriously what do you think!??,oh yeah I've been great thanks.I wanted to punch this person so badly and hurt them but I can't,because that person was someone I love.

That person was Chris.

Hey guys,so I hope you guys like this story so far,I'm terrible at writing stories but at lest if you like it than I'm happy with it.