Please don't leave me [Climbing Class]

Invitation

Josh's POV:

I stayed in the corner rocking back and forth,while my tears were still streaming down my face.
"I'm fine...,I'm fine.....,",I mumbled to myself,forcing a smile on my face.
"Everything is going to be ok...,",I said to myself.
I wiped my tears away with my sleeves and my eyes landed on the clock,3:45am.

Have I been crying for that long?

"Yes Josh,you did,"

I froze,no not this agian,I don't want to have to deal with loneliness agian.

I quickly stood up and stumbled towards to my desk,when my hands suddenly landed on the chair,gripping the object tightly.My body bended,I lowered my head down,looking at the grey tile floor.I gasped,while I squeezed my eyes tight.
I wish the pain would all go away,but of course it woulden't,I mean no one will even dare to help me at all.
Who am I kidding,I myself don't even care about my exsitence to.

"hahaha....",I laughed and forced myself to stand up straight,I turned around and saw the mirror.

"Look at yourself Josh,you're pathetic and have lost it,I would feel sorry for you,but of course I can't since I'm here to help you feel the opposite which is hatered and despire.",the voices of both sisters said as they sat at the chairs,located near my desk.

Josh looked at the mirror and stared at his reflection,he saw nothing that could be said good about him,all he saw was a lost broken soul.
He hated what he saw,he hated every single detail about him.
His hair was messey,his eyes has lost colour and had bags under them,his arms was all covered with scars,and his clothes were dirty.
Josh coulden't take it anymore,and punched the mirror,glass shattered everywhere into little broken pieces.

He stared down at the sharp glass,ignoring his bloodly hand, he picked up the object from the floor and walked towards the bathroom.As he reached there he locked the door,he sat in the corner,and begin to cut trough his skin.

As time passed by,Josh was laying on the corner of the floor,eyes closed and,barely breathing,his whole arm was covered in blood, the floor was surrounded by the fresh red liquid.Josh weakly opened his eyes,observing everything around  him,he looked down at one of his hands,finding the sharp glass,after what felt like hours.He tossed it away,making it land on the other side of the wall.

"Oh Josh...,you really are a idiot are you...", both of my sisters said with pure disgust

I tried to ignore them,but of course they were determined to win

"Oh my dear brother has gone mad,he's lying on the ground surrounded by his own blood!" Hannah and Beth said,as they both laughed at me.

"please stop...." I said rather quietly,I stood up and tried to walk to the sink,but I soon tripped over something and  fell down on the hard floor.

"HAHAHAHA,LOOK BETH ISN'T THAT FUNNY!?!?" ,Hannah said

I looked up to see both of my sisters with wicked smiles on their faces,they were surrounding me.

"OMG HANNAH THAT WAS SMART OF YOU TO PUT YOUR FOOT IN FRONT OF HIM,HE DIDN'T SEE ANY OF THAT COMING,WHICH MADE THAT MORE FUNNY!" ,Beth said as she laughed once again

I than soon realised that I fell because I had tripped over Hannah's foot.Tears were starting to form in my eyes,but I quickly wiped them away with my sleeves,not wanting to cause any more trouble.I stood up once again and walked out of the bathroom,not bothering going to the sink anymore.

"Hey where the hell do you think your going!"  ,Hannah said

"Yeah!,you better not be doing anything weird,he's probably going write some kind of poetry or whatever..." ,Beth said while she quietly mumbled the last part

wait...,that's not a bad idea,I could write a letter to my friends,inviting them over for a party.But not just any party though,a revenge party is what. I'll call it.
I smiled and quickly made my way over towards my desk and sat down on a chair.I took a piece of paper,and grab a pen and began writing.

"Ha!,see I told you he would do some sort of writing!" ,beth screamed,while she crossed her arms and faced Hannah with a satisfied grin.

"Yeah whatever..." ,Hannah said as she rolled her eyes

I finally finished writing my letter,now all I had to do was send this to my friends,hopefully they'll come,because if they don't....

They will certainly regret missing all the fun...

(Hi!,sorry about being inactive here,I just had to do lots of school work and such,and I deeply apologise for all of that,however I hope you enjoyed this chapter!)

(I'm pretty sure no one is going to read this book...,but if you are,your awesome)