Toxic (Jc Caylen Fanfic)

chapter eight

1 month later

"We are going to a party tonight." Says Jc. "No thanks, parties aren't really my thing, but thanks for the offer." I reply.

"Did I say you had a choice?" He asks with a rather scary tone.

Yeah, Jc and I have gotten pretty far in our relationship, but he was still extremely controlling, and still violent, but never to me, and he hasn't cheated on me. "Pardon?" I reply, slightly taken aback by what he just said. "You heard me, we are going whether you like it or not."

"Jc, no I'm not going to be pushed around like this. You don't own me and you have no right to tell me what to do. And besides, I have work today." I say, defending myself. "Fine, but I still expect you to be there. If you decide to change your mind, which I know you will, be there at 9:00." And he slams the door of my apartment on his way out, leaving me in silence.

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"So, Bethany, what do you suggest I do?"

Bethany Mota was of my best friends, my only friend, ever since I started working for Areopostale. Unfortunately, we couldn't talk much, we were both to busy working, but right now was our lunch break.

"I think you should go, why not?" She replies. "And since your driving in your own car, you can leave whenever you want." I consider what she says, it was a good point. "You know what, you're right. I'm going, thanks for the advice." I say gratefully. "No problem, have fun, and don't do anything stupid. And if you need me to pick me up I've got your back." She says with a wink and we both resume our work.

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Tonight I decide to wear a short black dress with black heels. I accessorize with a simple gold necklace, and a black clutch which contains some mascara, makeup wipes, deodorant, and my phone. I curl my hair, and decide to go for the smokey eye. I like the way I look, but I start to doubt whether I should really go or not.

Soon it's 9:00, and I should be there by now, so I call up Bethany. "Hey Beth, do you want to come with me to the party, I don't really want I go alone..."

"Sure, but I have to get ready, wait... Shouldn't you already be there?!" She replies.

"Yeah I know, just get ready, I'll be over in 30 minutes. But Jc texted me the directions and it's like 30 minutes away, so we'll be an hour late, and we might be the only sober ones there..."

"Ok whatever, just start driving."

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About 30 hour later I pick up Bethany and she's wearing something similar to me, but it's a little bit more childish, but still on the mature, sexy side. It's a black dress with a sparkly top, and the skirt part fluffs out like a sophisticated tutu, stockings and adorable black boots. We get into the car, and we jam out to some pre- party, house mixes.

When walk into the party, and we take in our surroundings. The loud music is practically making our ears bleed, and there are drunk, reckless teenagers running all over, some are dancing, and some are occupied with hockey. Tonsil hockey.

Me and Bethany look at each other and giggle. Maybe I was more of a party person than I thought.

Me and Beth look around and we spot Jc drunkily dancing with some other guy. "Who is that fine piece of hunk dancing next to Jc?" Bethany asks, practically drooling. "Eager much? And I don't know." I reply. She grabs my hand and pulls me to him. I guess we're finding out.

"Hey Jesssss." Jc slurs when he spots us. "You're latee to the party. This is Connor." And he points to the attractive brunette beside him, who didn't appear to be as drunk as Jc. "And this is Bethany." I reply as I point to her. She smiles flirtatiously at Connor and he takes her probably to get a drink of something.

Jc grabs my hand. "What are you doing?" I ask. He doesn't reply he just looks at me with an unidentified expression on his face. He takes me to a corner and pushes me against the wall. "Ow, Jc stop you're hurting me."

"Look at you, wearing that slutty outfit, your mine, and all the guys are looking at you, and I don't like that." He pushes me harder against the wall, and my eyes are getting watery. "Jc stop." My voice is shaky. "You think you look good in that?" He pushes me even harder against the wall and I let a tear out. "Jc, please! J-" He covers my mouth. "Don't you dare make a scene." By know there's a stream of years running down my eyes. He pins both of my hands above my head and he moves his hands to my waist where he, once again, pushes me hard against the wall, causing me to cry out in pain. "Shut the fuck up, you will pay for that." "Jc, please stop. You're drunk. I just wanted to look nice. Please." "Yeah, well you look disgusting." I struggle to get out of his grip and I spit in his face. He looks at me then he slaps me. Hard.

I hold my face and look up at him. I see guilt in his face, and realization, and I can tell his sober self was coming back. "You are no man. You are nothing." I say, my voice shaking, not from fear, no from pain, from anger. "Jessie, I'm s-"

"No, don't you dare say it! I don't want to hear it. I'm am not a girl who gets slapped, abused by her own boyfriend! I'm stronger than you think. And you. You are a coward! I never want to see you again!" I scream.

"Jessie, y-ou don't mean that." He stutters, his eyes watery.

"Yes, I do. I h-"

"No, Jessie please no." He cuts me off.

"I hate you. Goodbye Jc. It's over." I finish. And I see a tear fall from his eye, and I walk away, wiping my tears.

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About 30 minutes later I call Bethany.

"Bethany we need to leave."

"Haha whaaaat?" she replies, obviously tipsy.

"We need to leave. Where are you?" I snap.

"Well Mrs. Bossy. Connor is taking me to his apartment, so you can leave withouut me." She slurs.

I don't bother to reply, I just hang up because I see Jc coming towards me. I run to my car and drive away as fast as I can. I see him standing in the rearview mirror, about to cry.

Good. I hope he feels like shit.

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WELL DAMN!

that chapter was painful to write. But aren't you glad I'm updating again?? To the few people that even read my story lol.

I just want I say that ily.

Stay turnt <3

-xoxo S.