Toxic (Jc Caylen Fanfic)

chapter six.

He continues kissing every one of my cuts, and looks up no looks me straight in my eyes.

"Why?" Is all he asks. "It's simple. I'm weak," I reply honestly. "No, you are not. You're strong, And your scars prove it. It shows that you've stayed strong for God knows how long, and you're one hell of a fighter. These scars represent your beautiful battle, and we'll get through this together." He says.

I don't know how to react, so I kiss him. No matter how much my previous relationships have scarred me, it just feels right.

We cuddle up on my bed, and decide to watch a movie.

"'Lilo and Stitch', or 'Oliver and Company'?" I ask. He replies, "Really? How about 'The Wolf of Wall Street'?"

"You're kidding me, right? Did you try to pick the most suggestive movie created? That's one of the most disgusting, nasty, perverted movies I've ever seen! I didn't even watch half of it; it was too nasty. You must have a really perverted mind if you enjoy that shit." I reply laughing.

"Okay then! I choose 'Oliver and Company'." He says.

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"We should go to the beach." Jc suggests.

"Good idea." I reply. I loved the beach, and still do. It was always a place where I could just escape when the world was just to much. The place where nothing mattered.

"We're gonna stop at the gas station for some Arizona and snacks," He states.

I waltz into my room and pick out a floral one piece bathing suit and put a cover-up on, cover my cuts with a load of bracelets, then grab my teal penny board.

When I walk out Jc notices my board and asks,"Oh, you penny board?"

"Oh, gosh no, I suck. I've been wanting to learn, though. School's almost over and summer is coming, so I figured I'd learn now." I reply.

"Oh, that's great! I love penny boarding. I'll teach you." He replies.

"Oh no no no no, I cant let you teach me. See, I don't know why, but I always feel like I'm offending a person if I try to do what they're an expert at. Like, if someone spoke another language, I wouldn't try to speak it, because I feel like they'd think I was a disgrace. And it's the same way with this, I have to learn on my own." I explain, which causes him to chuckle.

"It's fine, I'll try not to laugh, or be disgusted with you for the rest of the day."

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When we arrive at the beach I take my white lacy cover-up off, and Jc frowns.

"What?" I half-laugh.

"Your bathing suit." He replies.

"What about it?" I inquire. "Is there something on it? Is it ripped? What is it?"

"It's cute, but it's covering too much skin."

My cheeks turn bright red, but then I burst out laughing. "Oh my gosh. I'm not a bikini kind of girl, sorry to disappoint. And plus - I don't really need to tan, I'm tan enough to where you can tell I'm from California. Gosh, Caylen you scared me. I thought there was actually something wrong with my suit. Now I know it was just you being thirsty, the usual." I tease.

"Can you blame me? You're smokin." He answers with that smirk that's beginning to grow on me.

"Hey, watch it, Caylen, I'm not smoking, if anything, I'd like to think I'm pretty."

"Of course, babe, in fact, you're beautiful." He retorts.

"Nice save." I snort. I spread out a towel on the sand and lay down on my stomache after I push my hair back in a messy bun and put on my sunglasses. I hear some ruffling but I ignore it and plug in my earphones.

Soon I feel my earphones being pulled out, like that time in detention, and see my phone being put into my bag.

Uh, okay?

Then I feel me being lifted and I start to lash out.

"JC! JC PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW I DONT KNOW HOW T-"

I'm cut off my the freezing cold water that feels like a thousand needles piercing my skin. I struggle to resurface, my arms frantically waving everywhere, desperately trying to do anything they can to save me. As soon as I take a breath another wave comes in and I tumble hitting my head on the ground, then pulling me back to just crash on me again.

I look up and see Jc laughing, he probably thinks I'm faking it. Fucking shit. I guess this is it. Maybe I'll see my mom today.

I keep my eyes open- but I don't really notice the sting because I'm FUCKING DROWNING- and I let the darkness slowly infest my vision, until it all goes black.

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A/N

OOH LOOKS LIKE JESSE'S IN TROUBLE.

DONT WORRY THO SHES NOT GOING TO DIE.

Stay turnt. <3

- xoxo S.