Crossed Paths {STYDIA}

Movies and Popcorn - Part II

Lydia's P.O.V

The first thing we took care of was the popcorn and the movie selection. The boys brought also a few movies from Stile's house so we had plenty options, and the night had only started! Me and Allison went upstairs to change to the PJs and the boys changed in the living room.

-You have, SO MANY pajamas! - Allison was astonished, yea it may be true, I have LOADS of pajamas. Just a weird obsession. 

-I don't even know why! 

-This one is SOMETHING definitely. - Allison grabbed the "sexy pajamas" my aunt gave me 2 years ago or so, embarrassing. - Never considered you were the sassy girl ok? 

-I'm not... It was... my aunt has... she just doesn't know how to pick gifts! - I almost mumbled. 

I just picked my grey t-shirt with the "party all day // snack all night" imprint and black shorts pajamas. I usually just throw an oversized t-shirt but I knew I had to look at least presentable. Allison's was a blue floral nightgown. What can I say? The girl just breathes exuberance. As we went downstairs I had my hands in front of my body in sort of a defensive position, I really felt uncomfortable wearing "just that", not that I didn't wear short to school but I just felt really... exposed.  

-You look really nice - Scott said and Allison blushed instantly, I just looked at Stiles and giggled. 

Scott was wearing a black t-shirt and grey shorts, Stiles was wearing a red one with blue shorts. I saw Allison couldn't just keep her eyes off Scott's abdominals. That was a really tight shirt still wondering if it was comfortable. Anyway, he all sat down in our sleeping bags surround the 3 bowls of popcorn and started watching some movies like the tourist, easy A, the avengers and matrix. By the 6th movie I'd already fell asleep. When I woke up I was leaned on Stile's shoulder, I was so comfortable that I pretended I was awake yet. I could feel his hand wrapped around my arm and his body movements has he laughed, it felt so right. But then my rational part woke up and reminded me that was a boy I only knew for a couple days and that was very foolish of me doing such thing behaving like this. So I "woke up" in a fright and said: 

"OH MY GOD, I AM SO SORRY!"  

"It's okay you weren't disturbing" He said has he awkwardly removed his hand from my arm. "This two fell asleep too, maybe I should probably get some sleep" He continued as staring at Scott and Allison. 

"I think I want to talk about that now" My voice was harsh 

"Do you want to go outside and talk?" 

"We can go to my bedroom, there nobody will hear us" I realized by Stile's smile how awkward that sounded "you know what I meant" I cleared.  

We went upstairs and entered the room. Stile's sat down on my bed and I took a chair sitting in front of him. 

"So..." He started. 

"My family always had many problems. When I say problems are real problems, I just feel like I don't belong here, or at least I don't want to... For instance my grandfather was arrested by murderer and convicted to lifetime, and my uncle has a violence history, he used to beat his wife until she was unconscious,..." I paused so I could know what he's reaction was. All I got was his hand over my knee as he said: 

"You don't need to go on if you don't want to" His eyes were a little bit watery. 

"I want to, I don't know why but I feel like you're the only one I can really trust with this, I really don't know why. I can count on you don't I?" 

"Yes, always. I know we met only a couple days ago and we barely know each other but you need to know that I really care." He meant it. 

"Well... moving on. Let's just say that, I don't know how to tell this. My parents also have issues, anger issues. We had to move three times because they always threatened my teachers and friends, they slapped a friend of mine because we were mad with each other over a boy, it was terrible." I cleared my throat, my voice was starting to crack "I really want to stay here, I am so sick of moving, I feel like I belong here although my first week was not the best, but I meat you three and you gave me hope you know? I don't care about those girls or getting beaten up, I am already used to it I just really want to be steady." 

"You're not going nowhere" He said as leaned over into a hug, only letting me go when my tears and sobs stopped. "Who hurt you?" 

"My parents, but that's not the worst" 

"..." 

"My brother... he..." I burst into tears "My brother has hurt me in other ways" 

"What ways?" 

"My brother raped me."

Stiles' P.O.V 

Was I shocked? I was devastated, I felt such anger inside of me. How could someone hurt Lydia like that? A family member? That girl who looked so perfect, so untouchable had such misery in her life. I sat down on the floor holding her hands, she sat too. When she sat I noticed something I never noticed before in her: Her upper thighs were full of cuts and scars, like razor cuts. She harmed herself, I couldn't help but open-wide my eyes. 

"YOU DID THIS?" the fright in my voice was very noticeable. 

"I can't control it, I do this since I am like 10" She looked me right in the eyes "It doesn't hurt anymore is just a way to relief everything. I don't want to be like them, I don't want to hurt other people just because it's a bad day or because something is wrong, I rather hurt myself, no one cares really." 

"ARE YOU LISTENING TO WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?" I was speaking really loud, but then I realized Scott and Allison were sleeping and I couldn't make much noise and lowered my tone "I care you know, don't ever do this again please. You also gave me hope you know? My life is also a mess: my father is a vicious man, he hits my mother, every day and we can't tell anyone otherwise we'll lose our house. Me? I am THE mess, I just don't apply in school, I don't work, I am a dead-weight! I don't do anything to help anyone I just skip school and smoke. That's all I do. You can do wonderful things, you said your smart so you can get a good job and have a great life, I'll just stay life this the rest of my life. No one would ever like someone like me I am just a mess." I think said too much because now Lydia was straight looking at me with her hands covering her mouth. 

"I didn't... I didn't know"  

"No one knows, only you three. Lydia I trust you my life. You matter to me. You're so beautiful Lydia don't ever doubt that for a second" I was leaning into a kiss but then I stepped back, she would never return it, It's better just leave the things the way they are. 

We stayed in her bedroom in silence for 20 minutes. 

As we went downstairs he saw that the other two were already entertained. 

"Are they making out?" Lydia muttered. 

"HELL YEA" I muttered too. 

I have to say that I was really happy for those two, it's clear that they were into each other since last year, it's good seeing that they FINALLY realized that. 

Lydia just grabbed two jackets and said: "Let's get some donuts and coffee, these people look hungry" I couldn't help but chuckle a little bit and agreeing.  

When we came back from the nearest dunkin'donuts with a box with 8 donuts and 4 lattes Scott and Allison looked at us very confused. They didn't even spot us leaving. 

"We saw you were busy, so we went to get some food" Lydia said while winking at Allison that replied with a very red face and nervous laugh. 

It was a matter of minutes until the food was left aside and we all fell asleep until next morning.

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A/N: WELL THAT WAS IT! Hope you like to get to know a little bit about the past of Stiles and Lydia :) Please review I'd love to read what you think about this!

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