Moving. That's what my mom told me we were going to do when I came home covered in bruises and with gash in the back of my head because of those three guys.
I've never moved before though. I've always lived here, in canada, with my mom. But now she expects us to pack up and move to korea, even though we haven't even been there since dad passed away.
I'll have to brush up on my korean, and I'll definitely have to get used to their customs.
Now, it's come. The day where we start packing up our things, to move to somewhere I hardly know anything about. Dad was always the one that did the talking, the one that always knew what was supposed to happen. Mom hadn't spoken korean in a few years as far as I knew, and my korean had never been the best to begin with.
I'll be honest. I'm scared, terrified even, because even though everyone here hates me, it's familiar. It isn't strange, it isn't foreign, even with all the bullying and all the horrible things: it's still home.
"You almost done, Mark? I need help with packing all the stuff from the hutch." Mom calls from downstairs, her voice bouncing off the now empty walls.
I look around my room as a deep realization washes over me.
I'm leaving all of this behind.
My posters are already packed away in their special scroll like cases, my desk is void of anything except for my charging phone, and there's only a few pieces of clothes still in my closet.
"I'll be down in a second." I call out, still looking around at the emptiness of the room.
"Thank you, Mark."
"Its for the best." I think to myself, placing another book into a box.
"Everything will be better in korea."
"No one will hurt you there."
I close the box, breathe in, exhale, and make my way downstairs to help my mom.
This is it. We're moving.
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